ReD

shit

2008-07-03T09:28:00.000-07:00

Times aren't very good recently. Urgh, damn.

Live your life to the fullest!

2008-06-21T13:00:00.000-07:00

Recently, i've been living life unknowingly, doing things that i don't really bother while it harmed my body. I guess that's being very selfish.
I was reminded of how some people wanted to live life normally, but couldn't because they had illnesses that caused certain disabilities in their bodies. Like, blindness, losing the sense of hearing, losing the ability to talk and so forth. How those people really wished to go back time and live their lives to the fullest eh? Really empathise them man.
I once said that i didn't give a shit about my health. But now, i take them all back and i will really try to quit. Though i ain't living live to the fullest in the proper way, at least i am "living my life to the fullest" in a way that will help me go back to you. I don't regret making that decision that time because i needed to experience it a great lot. I will go back to you, i know i will. I just need a bit more time to experience a little more, so give me some more time and i will surely turn back to you.
People out there, LIVE YOUR LIFE TO THE FULLEST!

Passion brings you far

2008-06-16T10:12:00.001-07:00

Hey just went to the doctor today, not because i am sick physically, but because i felt a strain at my middle finger ha ha ha it's no joke man! That's the reason why i stopped playing bass for a month or two. I couldn't play at all.
Anxiety lingered in my heart while i walked with Clarence to market, i was so damn afraid it was some nerve problem or whatsoever. Worried that i won't be able to play bass anymore but thankfully, it was just inflammation of the ligament! Thank you so much! So it will eventually heal, at least all my hard work didn't go to a waste. Thanks for all the concern you guys showed me (:

shit

2008-05-24T09:19:00.000-07:00

Haha, hey people i decided to blog again hahaha. I realised it's best to express myself through typing.
Have been in TP for a month or so already, and it's fun and exciting. Initially, i thought that my class was bullshit with different kinds of people and people that i couldn't clique with. But i decided to be more opened-minded and now it's paying off. But it has been a torrid time in certain area and it sucks. So yea. Shan't divulge anymore here see you guys around :)

2008-03-12T10:11:00.000-07:00

Okay, today is the start of the 6th day without ( )which is my record. I am tempted la but i am fasting haha since now is the period of lant before Easter nears. I know lant started long ago, but pardon me cos i was only convicted to do this for God recently after watching some skit online! Had my checkup today and bought two tees and one topman berms which was 73 bucks! Damn it. Another monotonous day i guess.
Haah! Recently, i saw many "fantastic" ang mohs, one was at my bus stop. She's awesome la, Fooyoo~
Okay ah, but now i'm just thinking about you and i feel so helpless for the state you are in right now. I wanna be there for you but i don't know the situation, fuck.

2008-03-09T11:31:00.000-07:00

Okay.. I just bought my ps3, but i am gonna sell it! $850 anyone? Tell you more of the details if you're interested. My blog is supposingly dead but i have nothing to do so i shall blog.
I needa get my cash to buy pedals and do ahem and buy river island bag! Poor guy man, gotta start selling my assets.

2008-01-22T10:22:00.001-08:00

money money money i need you very much!
It sucks to be poor.

2008-01-13T09:16:00.000-08:00

Okay.. I got nothing to do, so let me just post about things i want to do. This is including those retarded ones that would never ever happen alright? Just random fatansies. Hahaha.
Okay here it goes..
I wanna date Sophia Bush like crazy! (haha if you ever know who she is)
I wanna be in the first row of Red Hot Chili Peppers concert!
I wanna get a Fender Custom when i have the cash.
I wanna make it big.
I wanna go North Pole, i really like penguins.
I wanna watch Liverpool in Anfield during a glorious European night.
I wanna travel around Europe.

2008-01-06T15:31:00.000-08:00

Wendy rocks!

sss

2008-01-05T11:15:00.001-08:00

Grant me dilligence and extra dosage of gifting please Lord! Gangster already.

ssfs

2008-01-02T08:49:00.000-08:00

Fooyoo, train girl!!!

2007-12-25T10:50:00.000-08:00

Alright. So Christmas was like yesterday, had loads of fun though. I was towning for the eve and Christmas itself and played pool. Lol, i've been playing pool like siao keng. Met up with Matthew Koh-the kind guy (eh see who is the kind guy now!) and some other people, we walked from town to KK hospital bodoh and walked back to town through highway!
Beat that! Hahahah gangster one. Then headed to Clarke Quay to lepak by the river!
Haha somehow, this Christmas is kinda empty, maybe because the God element isn't in the fun haha. It's like everyone chiong but nothing about him haha and also didn't write cards and get gifts. But it's okay, this is still a special one.

2007-12-21T05:54:00.000-08:00

And I was a middle son,
between two wayward ones.
I was more deserving of my parents love.

I had an angels smile,
hiding a vultures bite.
I had no use for your redeeming blood.

Aren't I glory, glorious?

Glory, glorious.
Aren't we glory, glorious?
Aren't we worthy, worthy of hearts at our feet?

Cause I was a pharisee,
I never saw my need for grace;
Then your love came to me
stood next to mine, and I saw that I was poor.

Show me I was poor.
Show us we are,
show us we are.

Glory, glorious.
We are glory, glorious.
Not from what good we have done
but from being the least. [x2]

Glory, glorious.
Oh, I don't know how I was made.

My heaven tower sways atop their fleeting praise.
God, I don't know how I was made.

Glory, glorious.
Are we glory, glorious?
Are we worthy, worthy of hearts at our feet?
Glory, glorious.
We are glory, glorious
not from what we've done,
but being the least.

I was a wicked one.

As Cities Burn-Empire

2007-12-18T09:22:00.001-08:00

Okay holiday is getting boring, have been going town for like a consecutive week. I need $$$$ and more $$$$ la damn it!
Let me just share my wishlist. (not those bimbs kind.. wishlistxx worxx.. no no)

Wishlist
1.Jazz bass baby.
2.Pedals
3.Orange amp
4.PS3
5.Light blue, grey and brown jeans
6.A tattoo maybe
7.Customise my tbird
8.tele

Damn it, these cost more than a grand la hahahahaha. I need to rob.
Spice up my life, will you?

ddwdwwdw

2007-12-05T16:03:00.000-08:00

Alright, i went fish and co with Matthew, Jk, Mark, Chris, Noel, Nicolas, Marcus, Jl and Ming Qian. It has really been a while since all of us go out together. Usually, we dun meet up as such big group but like groups with different people? So yea.

Okay, Kinda bored! Hahaha, so i shall just upload some of my eye candies. Don't drool when you see them hahaa!

Hayley Williams!

Kristen Bell! OMG. Cute shit. She looks like hamster, isn't it?
Okay actually only two! Haha.

dss

2007-12-01T16:35:00.001-08:00

Okay, yes i went to Swee Lee Sales yesterday. I waited damn 5 hours just to get a damn guitar cloth!Had loads of laughter by some "burner" (means someone that suan others like siao) called Andrew, so it was rather okay. Haha, a bit retarded of me but it was okay as Wei Han bought a Fender strat. And i dunno what to do now lol, i woke up at 6am today and played guitar! Haha, fast becoming a guitar siao. But, can you believe it? That's like two hours earlier than my waking-up-for-school time. Hilarious!

scs

2007-11-29T11:32:00.000-08:00

OKAY WEI LUN IS DAMN PISSED NOW. SO I SHALL BLOG ON WHAT MAKES ME ANGRY THE MOST.
1.MY MUM
SHE WILL LIKE SCOLD ME BECAUSE THE TV IS TOO LOUD, BUT THE THING IS THAT HER VOICE IS TWICE LOUDER!!!!
2.MY DAD
HE WILL SAY, "EH, GO GET MUSIC LESSON, I PAY FOR IT."
THE NEXT WEEK HE'LL GO LIKE, "NO NO NO, WASTE MONEY."
WTH?
3.PEOPLE THAT ARE SUPER DEFENSIVE.
LIKE, "I'M ALWAYS RIGHT KIND."
4.SNOBS
5.POSERS
6.MATS

haha i ain't aiming anyone. While saying this i also dun mean i am perfect, SOOO CHILL.
URGH DAMN DAMN PISSED.. I WANNA KILL PEOPLE HAHAHAHA.
Nvm i got something exciting to look forward to this saturday! But i dunno what to do sia. Ermm, movie? pool? zoo? (like what matthew suggested, but i think it's retarded.) shop? lepak and talk? eat? see guitar? i scared you think that i'm boring ):

edfe

2007-11-25T11:08:00.000-08:00

Haha Wei Lun's real bored now and i can't stop thinking about you, damn.
Now gig is over, Samantha turned down the offer (like what the hell?). What's my next step mannn? Okay, at least i got a hardcore bassist to teach me! She's actually the bassist for the band of Randolf Arriola (if u ever know how that is). And he's damn famous in Singapore in music. But sadly, my bass teacher is a female omg. And she definitely kicks ass and so i feel weird lol cos i am a guy haha and i'm lousier than a girl so sad.. hahaa. But it's okayy, the thing is that i can improve!
I'm supposed to form a band to play paramore and rock stuff, but apparently Samantha said she'll consider and that means a no. That means i shall stick with metalcore and play some funk rock rhcp~ God show me my path!

sdss

2007-11-24T11:02:00.000-08:00

Haha alright so gig today with Potato Wedges. But wait before you laugh, we had the most audience and we were the only bad that had people moshing! It was really fun out there. But it could have been better if the vocalist wasn't so ass and we didn't screwed up. But, it's okay we kicked the posers arses.

This was when people were getting ready to mosh lol.

Some slapping~

LOL, real fun! This was my first real gig, i mean not including the one i had in church which i only played one song. Today had 5 songs lol and it was high. But credit goes to my other ex-bandmates who are freaking good! Oh and good friends out there who went, thanks a whole lot! I hope there's more to come, and i;m sure there would be, soon!!!Wait, alright! It's just getting started, shall chiong. Now it's time to look forward to chalet and going out with friends.

SDS

2007-11-22T12:05:00.000-08:00

Okay hello guys! Haven't been the best of days lately, sorry if i had offended anyone. I won't state the reason why i was rather angry for the pass few days because it's kinda retarded hahaha. Anyway, my gig will be this up-coming saturday! Quite excited but nervous too, but i guess i shall go up there and really enjoy myself. I WILL UPLOAD THE PICTURES AS SOON AS I GET THEM ON SATURDAY! HAPPY HOLIDAY.

cool

2007-11-19T10:33:00.000-08:00

I hate this feeling! Hahaha. I am sure everyone doesn't like the process of learning a song, do they? It's very draining and for a person like me who is lazy, it's even worst! Come on! Finish Black Label and i'm left with Redneck for the gig.
Oh let me give those that are going a slight preview. We are planning to play a gay song first.. hahahaha. Like, maybe Backstreet Boys? Then, Second Heartbeat, Black Label, Redneck and then Gunshot To The Head Of Trepidation! Hahaha reason being, we wanna make the mats throw things at us for the first song then kill them! Haha, how does that sound like?!! I am so excited! This is my first public gig and it's coming this saturday! Do come if you wanna support me~

Anyway, time to show u guys some cool pics of what i've been doing since the end of O's.
This is me when i was taking a break while out with Matthew Koh and rest!

Okay!!! You guys will surely be awed by this. EDMUND CHEN!!!!
Awesome, isn't it? This was when i went Sentosa!

How about some graddy pics?

Hazlan and i! (Hardcore friends!)

Me, Marcus, Leslie, Hazlan, Mark and Ming qian (Some of the people in my clique!)

Marcus, Me, Camillus and Kevin (Some of my rather close classmates!)

and also... I've been catching up on Heroes and One Tree Hill.
So.. This probably sums up my holiday so far. More is coming up!

Hahaha (i'm a bit high now), i have made a promise to make my blog as interesting as possible! Haha so i shall post more graddy pics when i have them. Buuttt not now.. Cos Manfred is away~~~~~

music

2007-11-08T10:57:00.000-08:00

Hi guys. Will be performing with some of my friends, Nic Sim, Jonathan lim and Keith Lim and an unknown vocalist the coming 24th November at Redbar. Tickets can be purchased from me! $10 per ticket, contact me if you want to come!

2007-10-29T08:29:00.001-07:00

Hi. Long time since i blogged. Sorry about it but i'm kinda lazy.
I just realised that my eyebags are worst than ever nowwwww.I think i am really suffering from sleeping disorder, nowadays i take 2 hours average to sleep! Can't believe it. This is damn retarded, must be dying soonnn... hahahaha.

Anyway, just to let you guys know, my D-DAY is on this friday. And guess what, i have 3 papers, Physics, History and Biology. Wow, nice planning by Cambridge. Really gg la.. damn freaking scared. But after this fridayyy.... i can unofficially announce that my O's have ended because i would be left with only SS and two p1s. ALRIGHT!

crap

2007-10-12T09:27:00.000-07:00

Haha according to this teacher, mr. Barton, i should write for ten minutes everyday. So, i decided to try to blog everyday to get myself ready for English O's whatever the topic is. Haha so if i post about retarded stuff or monotonous craps, i apologise in advance.

Damn.. How freaking long more?
I don't want it to arrive soon but yet i want it to reach and end early.
Worst phase of my study life man, this really sucks. Can you be my solace?

1.Go out with you.
2.Work with H, Iggy and Gary.
3.Guitar. RHCP! Trivium!
4.Soccer.
5.Gym.
6.My Aus trip with classmates.
7.Lepak with my close friends.
8.Drink baby.
9.Remove my bangs man.

Crap laaa. Quick! Please please. This is freaking sucky. O's is real cock.

2007-10-09T04:25:00.000-07:00

From : Felicia
Reply-To : xxxxx
Sent : Tuesday, October 9, 2007 3:27 AM
To : looney_tunes91@msn.com
Subject : thank u dear!=)

hello dear fren of mine=) thanks for leaving kind words of yours in my inbox=) i
may not be able to reply each and every msg but really, yr encouragement is e
greatest morale booster for me=)ill continue to strive hard and i hope u will
always be there for me too!=) so whenever i turn n look ard, i know there will
always be a hand to guide me along, a shoulder for me to cry on and most imptly,
an encouraging smile which spurs me to move on=) thank u so much for being my
pillar of support=)i love u! hugs feliciachin=)

OMG.

hello

2007-09-23T07:39:00.000-07:00

No soccer, lepaking and shopping for one and a half months okay, wei lun?
LMB-3!!!

2007-09-11T08:42:00.000-07:00

haha prelims=die.
i think it's gonna be worst than mid years that means 30 over points again.

okay let me see:
physics=confirm fail
english=damn hard lol i think just pass
chinese=fail
geog ss=just pass
history=maybe can do well
math=fail
chem bio=just pass

lol die. haha now it's like 1145, gonna chiong at 12pm to 4 haha left 5 more chapters for biology.

2007-08-19T10:35:00.000-07:00

Post-O's program:

Sures:
Get guitar.
Play soccer every once per week.
Leave long hair and wave it with highlight.
Jam every week.
Bang on One Tree Hill and Prison Break and some korean drama.
Thai trip with Peter and gang.
Chalet.

Ponders:
Piano lesson.
Work at Sushi Tei.
Work out at California Fitness.

Can't wait. Around 80 plus days and counting.

study

2007-07-21T09:46:00.001-07:00

Haha, on thursday after my tuition, i saw a lot of SA students walking towards mrt. And sth struck me, i gotta study! I realised that i needa study if i wanna go the jc i wanna go. Therefore i shall start tmr. And i've decided that i will put aside my soccer and guitar for awhile after the song recording for the animation. But maybe i may still play while i am slacking but not intensively lol. Feel gutted but it's okay, i needa focus on other stuff first. What place should i set as my study kingdom man?

2007-07-15T08:04:00.000-07:00

Shit i got tagged by layling.

Please read the rules first: Each player of the game starts off by giving 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged needs to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly. In the end, you'll need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names.

1.ermm i've never completed a series for any movie. For example, harry potter and spiderman.

2.I like curls.

3.I am not against indians or malays or cheenahs but am critical towards them.

4.I always wonder whether superstars or my future wife would fart openly and shit without flushing.

5.I dun really play soccer anymore.

6.I seldom reject someone. But i am a bit crazy towards my school friends.

Father
Son
HS
Alvin
Sherman
Jian cong (repeat haha)

2007-07-12T09:07:00.000-07:00

Haha the previous post is supposed to be for two days ago.
Sometimes as mere guys, or maybe it's me, we tend to be worked out easily. The incident just now with my granny made me guilty and regretful. Just before i left for school she gave me 50 dollars but then at night i was rather bad by ignoring her when she called me like 7 times from living room but i chose to ignore her as i was busy and i thought cos it was about newspaper payment and that it was nothing important but then i knew i could have at least paid for it first. But when my maid came into the room, i told her i dunno. Aaaah shit! Me being rebellious and impatient by nature, need more of your love to change. And I do love my parents but sometimes the things they do just make me frustrated and it's very hard for me to express myself like "I care for you" and "I love you" and so forth cos it's very weird for me. lol.
Lord what can i do to really improve the family atomsphere in my household?
More importantly, what can i do to ensure they receive you?

2007-07-12T08:54:00.000-07:00

Matthew 19:23-24
23Then Jesus said to his disciples, "I tell you the truth, it is hard for a rich man to enter the kingdom of heaven. 24Again I tell you, it is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle than for a rich man to enter the kingdom of God."

Haha it was an innocent day till God spoke to me in this verse. Though my family ain't rich, but somehow or another i am really blessed, that i cannot deny lol. But i shan't share my allowance for a week. I was wondering why did God really said that in the bible and said that in a very firm way with full conviction. Then i realised what he meant, the richer you get the harder for you to give more to God. This is why tithing is important, it is linked to your relationship with him. It shows how much you love him and your spiritual condition. Morever, it can lift your spirit. I need to tithe more! I dun wanna lose to a camel lol!

To serious stuff, I needa start studying next week. I have been slacking for 2 weeks consecutively. As the days dwindle, the coming of O's intensifies. No more procrastination, i gotta start man.

Anf what's more? This weekend i most probably would be able to get my sunburst thunderbird. I have been waiting upon it for 2 weeks, now it's time. But i am rather unwilling to sell my OLP bass. :(

woo

2007-07-02T08:52:00.000-07:00

matthew 16:24-27. Overwhelm me Lord, always remind me (:

Nowadays blogging is getting boring so shall blog less.
Saturday, i got my babe, the ODB-3 Boss overdrive! It has begun to bring flavour to my life. Then had a nice fellowship session with Jian Cong, Layling and Lee Jun at "Dao hui" at Chong Pang. Enjoyed it a lot.
Anyway, today went to visit dengue patient Wong Wei Han. Lol. Can't believe he had gotten dengue. Super funny, we got him a card and signed on it and bought him some fruits. Joke, Mark said we buy him an anniversary card. LOL. Then Matthew said, "For what? Celebrate his dengue anniversary ar?" LOL. Superrr funny.
Oral is coming ah shit.

eventful.

2007-06-22T11:34:00.001-07:00

Today Freed reminded me of pastor Shirley's saying, it goes something like "You may not know what these things happened for. But be sure to know that every of his plan is a moulding process for us and for the full welfare of ourselves."
This made me glad for what has happened and in fact, brings joy to my life as i know that what God has done is to prepare me for the long run. And i sense it clearly. It was a mistake but nevertheless, a learning point in my life and one that really broaden my thinking and perspective of this race. But, definitely i needa grow to be more like him each day. Trust in him really (:
Today was an eventful day for me. I had cg and then met Keith for a short session of shepherding by eating 5 dollars duck rice each. Lol. Then i headed for tuition and Potong Pasir and met Freedy for another shepherding. Then i went home before meeting Peter for supper till 1. Fruitful time of sharing and not forgetting the Music Theory he learnt in NS band. Tired, real tired.

wei lun

2007-06-17T10:38:00.000-07:00

Wei lun needs and wants to grow so much more.

thunderbird

2007-06-16T08:40:00.000-07:00

Matthew 7:17-21
17Likewise every good tree bears good fruit, but a bad tree bears bad fruit. 18A good tree cannot bear bad fruit, and a bad tree cannot bear good fruit. 19Every tree that does not bear good fruit is cut down and thrown into the fire. 20Thus, by their fruit you will recognize them.

21"Not everyone who says to me, 'Lord, Lord,' will enter the kingdom of heaven, but only he who does the will of my Father who is in heaven.

Very true.

Time to save more money for the thunderbird! I am a quarter there!

legacy

2007-06-08T10:28:00.000-07:00

Oh my.. camp is really coming! Can't wait for it. It's really gonna be a special camp for me to remember because that is when i gonna look back at the later stage of my life, knowing it played a big part.
I wanna lead an apologetic life and leave a legacy. By the end of my lifetime, i wanna look back and have no regrets in the decisions i made (:

2007-06-07T01:36:00.000-07:00

Matthew 6:19-21
19"Do not store up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moth and rust destroy, and where thieves break in and steal. 20But store up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where moth and rust do not destroy, and where thieves do not break in and steal. 21For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also.

Temptations are hard to resist, but he never asks us to overcome them. Rather, flee from them. Sometimes the reason why people never grow is because there are certain areas in their lives they do not want to give up to God. Lets give up every aspect to him. I want to see him at the end of the race! Haha. Hmmm.. One area that i most probably need to improve on is living up to his name in a better way through my family. That's one area i needa grow in. I wanna do great things in my lifetime.

Lord i give you my hear
I give you my soul
I live for you alone
Every breath that i take
Every moment i'm awake
Lord have your way in me (:

WOOHOO

2007-06-03T23:37:00.000-07:00

This journey isn't only in youth but in our lifetime. It's a mistake but not a failure. There's still such a long way to go. Lets live for him! CAMP IS COMING!

hurt

2007-05-29T10:32:00.000-07:00

It really hurts a lot. How?

joke

2007-05-26T10:04:00.001-07:00

what's wrong with me man.

song hye gyo

2007-05-24T10:14:00.001-07:00

WAH LAO DAMN DAMN SAD. lIVERPOOL LOST! SIAN LA, only slept 2 hrs cos of the match an they lost. AT LEAST WIN LA.
Haha, i think i'm mesmerised by Song Hye Gyo. She's too good to be true. More like a doll. LOL.
Just check these out:

Shopping.

Act cute.

Dolling up.

The old-school look!

The supermodel.

Here's her biography and by the way, she's a christian.

Date of Birth: 2/26/1982
Birth Place: South Korea
Ethnicity: Korean

Song Hye Kyo Biography
Song Hye Kyo, sometimes written as Song Hye Gyo, is a talented and beautiful Korean actress. At birth, it was highly doubted that she would be able to be live, therefore her birthday wasn't recorded until February 26, 1982 (Her real birthdate is November 22, 1981).

She made her debut by winning the Grand Prize in model search in SunKyung Smart (school uniform brand) and in a Sunday morning drama called "Happy Morning" (KBS,1996).

Song's breakthrough came in the Korean drama series, Autumn Fairy Tale, in which she co-starred with Korean heartthrob Won Bin and Song Seung-hun. While this series was considered to be one of her better works, it has been criticized due to its unrealistic and sad ending.

During the filiming of a Korean poker drama entitled, All In, Song fell in love with co-star Lee Byung-Hun. They began a relationship which ended within a year. Song Hye Kyo said that it was the first time she had experienced true love, and that the experience would help her act in the future.

Her most popular role is that on Han Ji-Eun on the romantic comedy, Full House, in which she co-starred with Korean singer, Jung Ji-Hoon (better known as Rain). It was reported that Song Hye Kyo and Rain fell in love on the set of Full House, but both parties have expressed that they are just friends.

Song Hye Kyo played the female lead in My Girl and I, her first movie role.

finally.

2007-05-20T06:31:00.000-07:00

30 Even youths grow tired and weary,
and young men stumble and fall;

31 but those who hope in the LORD
will renew their strength.
They will soar on wings like eagles;
they will run and not grow weary,
they will walk and not be faint.
-Isaiah 40:30-31.

I found my answer. (:

lepak.

2007-05-19T09:09:00.000-07:00

Woah~ Today is really hardcore day! Haha, super crazy. Met up with Mark, nicolas, lennie and haszlan and went for pool at monster cue. Haha it was fun. We then went to makan at food court at emerald orchard and headed for Istana to lepak lepak. We played truth or dare. All of us had to go for dare and walked on the water. Mark actually walked across to the other side and some mats actually screamed that he rocked.. LOL. (SUPER PAISEH) and they also joined in and walked.. Joke. We then each cat walked around and ended with a pose with a snap shot. Morever, we then walked aimlessly and decided to sneak in a newly built condo with no one. It was like smuggling. There were sensors all around but we managed to went to the pool area which was a super nice play to chill. But decided to go out as we heard footsteps. Crazy ideas like whacking banglas came to their minds super funny. Shall go changi village during holiday and when approached, kill them! Lepak rocks.

Haiyo. Chinese O's coming man, time to chiong!!!
This time round my exams only my pure history did well and i'm super dissatisfied. I wanna chiong during june!!

2007-05-11T09:12:00.000-07:00

haha finally exams over.. have been real stress. i think this time gonna fail two subjects.. chinese and physics. hopefully i can get A for combined humanities and science. Went watch spidey and lepak with wei han and peers. Was rather nice.

PAIGE!

MOST CRUSHABLE CANADIAN. No more song hye gyo! Jennifer kydd=paige bradshaw in falcon beach!!!

2007-05-10T20:54:00.000-07:00

What's exams? AMEN.

joke

2007-05-06T07:49:00.000-07:00

"WEI LUN!!!!!! Tahan.. 5 more days and it's gonna end. Meantime, give your best!"
Come on come on come on. Keeping the flame alive~ (:

Haha, how foolish i was at that period. You finally widen my thoughts and allowed me to give up some areas of my life which i clung onto so tightly that time. But now, those mean nothing to me. Really learnt a lot from that experience. Finally u hit me.
I'm feeling free and hungry for you!

Wah lao! bio and history tmr, the gays are partnering together oh no.

woo

2007-04-26T04:14:00.000-07:00

Haha, finally ended my 2.4 today. My timing was 9.25. Haha deproved by 13 seconds.
Here are my other results:
pull up-5
sit up-61
sit and reach-31cm
shuttle run-9.7s
standing broad jump-238cm.
I slipped for my shuttle run la and my teacher didn't allow me to retake.
Faiz once again got 8.59s. SIAO LA.

WHERE TO GET THUNDERBIRD???

sigh

2007-04-15T08:31:00.000-07:00

I never felt like this before. why?

mats

2007-04-13T05:29:00.000-07:00

you mat.

Die

2007-04-10T08:53:00.000-07:00

Mid years is less than 3 weeks and i'm not really prepared. Die la. Those that i studied just can't go into my head. Joke. I actually wanna get at least 60 percent average for mid years but i think it's impossible. Gonna fail damn badly la. Oh my.

My sis bought me crumpler laptop bag! Haha, thank God for her. Hope that this year we can be closer. Sometimes, it's not that i dun wanna help or out or blah but i dunno how to. Haha, if u're a guy you would probably understand. I shall show it through other means then.

Haha, slow to move on. Some of the other pics i took at korea and my laptop bag. (:

sigh

2007-04-08T00:01:00.000-07:00

Haha, i'm really left with nothing. This time round, defeat is evident in my life. Not only lost the battle but the war. I dun wan this but i am left with no choice.

Bon voyage

2007-04-06T10:27:00.000-07:00

I still love you. I really do.

keeping the cj dream alive

2007-04-03T00:22:00.000-07:00

Haha i'm at BCC now, lol. That means i didn't go school la as i was kinda tired so woke up two hours later at 11am. Ensuring that my parents were asleep, i quickly bathed and headed for Bishan. Have been studying for 3 hours just on one chapter of Bio on reproduction in plants. Thank goodness it's over. I WANNA GO CJ!

It's over.

2007-04-02T09:16:00.000-07:00

I guess it's over.

More days!

2007-03-25T09:03:00.000-07:00

Sometimes, i dunno why i have this feeling whenever things like that happen. It scares me one way or another. Morever, a little puzzled. My impression of you has changed sadly.
Sigh, i'm gonna die soon. Ahaha, i got no time to shop. Not even enough time for studying. Got CCA and lots of homework. I gotta work hard in my studies before i even ask God to bless me haha. So Lord please give me more time. I'm getting the nerves already. I need more time for ministry! More time for soccer! More time for studies! More time for slacking! Hahaha. Maybe, you should have added two more days in a week for times like these. LOL.

joy

2007-03-18T04:16:00.000-07:00

The joy you find in this ministry is irreplacable. Though it can be real tiring when it comes to helping those in need. But, it's worth it though. I enjoy helping you guys in each stepping stone. Haha, the feeling when your sheep actually comes to you for help really encourages. Hope to experience that even more.

WHY?

2007-03-11T10:02:00.000-07:00

WHY WHY WHY?

Bon voyage

2007-03-08T07:59:00.000-08:00

Sigh.. Actually the feeling of missing someone is really sucky. To me, maybe one of the worst.. Haha. Today, my class held a farewell for ms Chai. Today was also offcially the last day she taught me. Sian.. As she's leaving for teaching in Hong Kong. Really glad we were able to hold the farewell.. Haha.. So thankful. Cos, actually our plan was to either have dinner outside or go someone's house called Ryan. But, she claimed that she had no time as we asked her when she was free. She said she had to clear her whole house so i guess it was true. Then decided to sms my principle to ask if he would be kind enough to allow ms Chai not to go for some external program so that we could hold the party. He agreed and it was a real success! We bought her a bouquet of flowers, wrote 36 cards, sang her songs and bought her a cake.
These are some of the pics:

These are the cards and bouquet of flowers with our photo as a class.

My teacher!

AND... She actually cried after the whole thing. She quite zai, held back her tears and went to the staff room toilet. When she came out.. Her eyes all RED! LOL, joke joke.. Cos she has a strong personality. But i guess she was really touched and loves the class a lot.
Shall share more about her when she leaves o the actual day next sunday.

crap

2007-03-03T07:18:00.001-08:00

Freak, Liverpool lost innocently. Crap. That's the worst way to lose a match. To actually concede a goal in the last minute through a fluke and when the opponents are one man down is totally absurd. Really. Usually, a match between Liverpool and Manu always has a lot of intensity and it really hots up. I guess i'm gonna get suan damn badly in school. Crap. LOL.
Today had oral, i was half an hour late! Thank goodness i still could take. I was very drained before oral as i waited 20 minutes for a cab. It turned out a fluke also la. Joke, i guess cos i haven been speaking chinese for very long. I wanted to say adapt and very unhealthy way of living but i didnt know how to translate. Joke, nvm.. It's over.

2007-02-26T09:21:00.000-08:00

Alright! After a week, i'm finally back to the place i feel belonged. What a relieve.. phew. I was actually homesick on the second night! Haaah! Ironically, i now miss Korea, LOL. The weather, food, the surroundings and hot girls! Hahahaha. The trip was kinda fun i guess.

DAY 1:
I left home for the airport at 5.45 for my flight which was 8am. I went with my family and a group of friends of my dad whom i dun know at all. That was what i actually felt gutted about. My sis and i were the only teenagers and i knew she would be in her own world and....
We reached Korea at 5pm. The next moment i saw the tour guide leader called richard. Immediately at the back of my mind the word "china" came across as he looked like a china punk. Haah. Korea is actually one hour ahead of S'pore and the sun sets at 6pm.. we headed for our hotel and went for our dinner before going shopping. The place was called doota, in chinese, "dong da men". It was the place where i bought most of my gifts. We shoped till 1am before taking cab back.

DAY 2:
That day, was one of the highlights. We went da chang jin and nami island which was also the place the serial drama called "winter sonata" was filmed.
That wasa actually the day the temperature hit a staggering low of -0.7 degrees. I almost had gotten frost bite. Winter sonata, which was mentioned by the leader, was the ideal place for romance in Korea. Mostly, only couples would go there. But, i do agree.. Cos it is really a gorgeous place with nice alined trees in a straight rowand a great place to chill. It would have been better if i actually went during autumn. When the leaves are orange and red in colour. I would bring my wife there next time haha. We then headed for our lunch and went to another hotel on a mountain.
I was kinda suprised when he said that in the woods, there are actually snakes, pigs and deers.. sadly, it was winter and many are in the process of hibernation.

DAY 3:
We went for a stroll in a park. we went up to a mountain called "xue ye shan" (i dunno what it is called in english). It was really really awesome. It was up high, and from the top, i could only see mountains side by side each other and a lake in between them. He said that people would go all the way up to actually "shout" out all their burdens. The whole place was filled with snow and is real cool to actually take a retreat out there. Later, we headed to yong pyong resort, the place we skied. Skiing is really really fun but tiring.It was really dangerous if u didnt know how to ski. I was rather impatient with learning and went up the slope. I actually fell and "rolled" down the slope a couple of times and i broke their net which was for safety precaution. LOL. It was something new for me but real tiring. We then stayed there for the next two days. The following day was free and easy which i didnt really do much.

DAY 4:
We went EVERLAND!! It's one of the biggest theme park in Korea. There was actually these place called "safari zone" in there.. which consists of animals like lion, tiger, liger, bear and other animals.. We took a bus into that place and toured. Guess what, the bear was actually tamed and was as smart or even smarter than my dog. It can actually wave goodbye, dance, put their hands together and stand on two feets.. Super cute! Morever, we also took this ride called the snow buster, where we took something like the glider down a steep slope.. Something like skiing but not excatly. Other than those rides, the rides are either too scary for me or kiddish.. Hahaha.. We went back to the capital of Korea, called Seoul. Went to the kimchi factory and had some fun.

DAY 5: Was a exhausting day. We went to the old palace of the emperor and the current place where the government stays. And had full day of shopping after that. I forgotten the street name, but the place was totally crowded. Anyway, the people there shops till very late, around 2am? The shops actually close at 5am in the morning. The stuff there are real expensive and over-priced.

DAY 6: Went to the airport! HAHAHAHAHA.

Rather nice trip. The whole time, we at steamboat all the way! OH and on the last day we actually ate life and raw octupus!!!! Super gross.. it was actually moving though cut! All in all, the people there are really rude, they barge into people like nobody's business! But they speak a cute language.. most of them have good complexion because of their diet and their food consumption. And definitely, haha some of the girls are pretty.. not forgetting real ugly ones. But many went for plastic! Mostly have real nice hair. HAAAHAAA. Should get a Korean wife. BUT!!!

I actually ALREADY brought my wife home!!! LOL~

SOME OF THE PICS!

THERE ARE OTHER PICS, BUT APPARENTLY.. I HAVEN UPLOAD THEM INTO MY COM.. SO SHALL DO IT TOMORROW.. (:

bye

2007-02-18T13:31:00.000-08:00

Haha.. i'm ready and off to go.. I'm actually blogging at 5.32am.. haha super tired.. actually i ain't excited about the trip to Korea. I guess it would have been more fun if i actually were to go an european country. But it's okay haha, i think it's still gonna be fun. Actually going to winter sonata, the place where some emo show was filmed haha. Nevertheless, this trip is gonna be one that i take a break from my ministry and just to be alone.. i wanna come back a renewed Wei lun! I am really trusting Hua xiang to do a good job in leading the group.. Gonna have problems getting gifts.. haah! Bye.

hmm..

2007-02-16T09:41:00.000-08:00

Hmmm.. If only there's such thing like the time machine that can help me to go back to the past or fast forward. In certain parts of my life, certain incidents still evoke in my heart often. I really do wish that i could have reversed forward. Haha joke. Many regrets that still lie within me and is unforgettable. If only God can allow mankind to create the time machine and remove the word "perhaps" from the dictionary and approve of men's request of going back to the past. Sigh, how about fasting forward? LOL.. That would be fun.. As long as it doesn't end up like the person in click.

swim swim

2007-02-13T22:26:00.000-08:00

Yesterday, i had breakthrough.. Haha.. i swam 14 laps!!! But i am aching badly all over.. Lol, i realised the last time i swam was super long ago.. It's time for me to swim regularly, at least once every week!

phew

2007-02-11T07:14:00.000-08:00

HAHA.. I bought finished my new year clothes in just a day! Eh.. I bought a sweater at Vivocity and three t-shirts, one bob shorts and a pair of slippers all at heeren! Surprisingly, i didn't buy any jeans or trousers.. Haha because i thought have enough of those. Just packed my room and is now super neat and nicely organised.. Haha.. Wei lun is neat. (:

(:

2007-02-09T10:26:00.000-08:00

God knows me best and knows me inside out of my temptations and pitfalls! I realised one sad thing.. The fact that some people ain't in church but are living a life of routine, is so emphatic. They dun go church yet they are living a boring life outside. They go home after school everyday, do homework and study. Dun hang out with friends.. They are the worst batch of non-believers in terms of living life.. They should at least learn to "enjoy" the life because they would pay for it later.. But that's the reason why they need God.. Haha lol, i see the link. If they dun wanna come church, why dun they commit themselves to like.. eh.. sports, music or something they like than playing games at home.. Is really no life.. If u not in church and you have no friends.. Is real real sad. Soo sad.
Today had half day again under Simen's reign.. Is real fun.. Love this now.. But had lame CCA but.. i just gotten an MC to excuse me from PE and CCA.. HAHAHA.. U know what that means.. I went to play soccer with my friends at Braddell heights again as usual and played with leonard shortly after for two an a half hours... I was burnt to death.. But i like it haha, i wanna be more tan.. Went to see doctor for my swollen eye and sore throat.. I am hurting everywhere.. LOL then had meal and a good time with Sun. K k.. Shall sleep, having a match tomorrow.. Time to pawn the blacks and settle it once and for all.. haha!

fun

2007-02-07T06:03:00.000-08:00

This was the verse that i pondered even as i spend time with him. Sometimes this is how i feel..

Isaiah 64:6-12

6 All of us have become like one who is unclean,
and all our righteous acts are like filthy rags;
we all shrivel up like a leaf,
and like the wind our sins sweep us away.
7 No one calls on your name
or strives to lay hold of you;
for you have hidden your face from us
and made us waste away because of our sins.
8 Yet, O LORD, you are our Father.
We are the clay, you are the potter;
we are all the work of your hand.
9 Do not be angry beyond measure, O LORD;
do not remember our sins forever.
Oh, look upon us, we pray,
for we are all your people.
10 Your sacred cities have become a desert;
even Zion is a desert, Jerusalem a desolation.
11 Our holy and glorious temple,
where our fathers praised you,
has been burned with fire,
and all that we treasured lies in ruins.
12 After all this, O LORD, will you hold yourself back?
Will you keep silent and punish us beyond measure?

Lord, i'm real sorry, sometimes this pressured feeling drags me down..
Wash away my sins like a clean sheet of paper (:

Today, haha was a funny day... the care group went to fish at punggol beach but we turned out feeding dogs.. LOL.. we didn't even catch a fish, what a failure.. HAAH but most importantly.. is that everyone enjoyed themselves. It was an mcg, thank God that we had three visitors.. Among them was leonard, really glad he enjoyed himself.. He's a rather excited lad who's very open which is good.. Revival is within touch!

freak

2007-02-05T05:38:00.000-08:00

My day was spoilt, today is one of my most infuriating day.. but thank goodness i didn't blow up today.. i was like half a step towards that.. i was super duper pissed off by her, she actually said that i was lying, can't believe what i heard.. It would have killed me if i did blow.. What's her problem? She just dun trust people, does she?

refreshed

2007-02-04T08:38:00.000-08:00

Great lesson by pastor David Chen today! Totally awesome.. Really gotta pull up our collars by ourselves at times.. We ain't kids anymore.. If we can't then that's so sad, cause in that case our people would be really deprived.. He also talked about people having the heart, that's the most important thing. Decision making is really important in our ups and downs, one wrong step can screw it all up for us. When he actually said that CLs in Bangkok rise up in around 6 months.. I was actually wondering in that case, isn't it easier for the young leaders to fall as there must be many areas in the person's life that the person overlooked in the process of diligence. One would really have inadequacys after awhile when they serve older which may actually bring harm to the person himself.
I actually woke up late for the meeting and rush down by cab.. But worship was really ministering and refreshing.. After that headed to cut my hair again!!! My teacher actually said my hair is long.. Went to study at macs.. And i'm tired now and i wanna sleep, nites.

get out.

2007-01-31T08:33:00.000-08:00

Life in Montfort is just like prison for goodness..In this month, 4 boys had public canning.. We have principal talk almost everyday for like an hour?(and for yesterday's assembly was two hours!!!!!) If not, the vice principal would talk to us, that makes no difference from having talk everyday.. We receive lectures everyday.. First week.. We had major grooming check, CCA involvement check and so forth. Morever, test everyday makes life sick!!! I wanna get out as soon as possible and go poly.

why

2007-01-26T06:28:00.000-08:00

Sometimes just wonder why.
Why are there unexplainable things.
why must there be sin?
why must there be earth?
why can't we go heaven now?
why can't i be a geek?
why can't i be a genius?
why can't a be an american?
why can't i have curly hair?
why must i be a chinese?
why can't i know God earlier?
why can't my group break a unit size long ago or even now?
why must we go school?
why can't i have lovelier parents?
why can't some people wake up their ideas?
why must there be misperception and misunderstanding?
why must there be love?
why must be gender?
why must there be emotions?
why we be hungry?
why do we why?
hmmm..

SEE

2007-01-23T07:17:00.000-08:00

Eh can't believe i am denying myself and joining a gay CCA.. LOL.. aiyah but really.. i wanna have at least one point bonus for O's.. so.. LOL. Crappy principle actually warned all those without CCA to join one.. Life in montfort school is just like prison.. Yeah.. Had tuiton today and my teacher was super shock i drop A math.. Crap.. It's really so much harder for jc.. Actually my teacher told me of another alternative, which is if i wanna take international A's (which is better) next time.. He suggested for me to like go ACS (international) and like after hearing like how his children actually took non-governated A's and scored very well.. But this is just an alternative.. If i can't go acjc or cj. But poly is still fine with me.. IT REALLY SEEMS LIKE GOTTA MUG REAL HARD...
Anyway... Yesterday something corny happened.. DURING BIO LESSON
MR.HO: EH GUYS.. HOW MANY OF YOUR MUM MAKE MILK AT HOME?
EVERYONE: HAHAHAHA!
MR.HO: GVING THE "SHEAT" LOOK.. AND SMILED
FAIZ: EH! DUN SCOLD MY MUM LA..
SAMUEL: EH UR MUM COW AR?
it was a joke haha..

Dun ever miss his calling.

2007-01-15T05:30:00.000-08:00

Never ever miss the calling.. Whenever God has this certain plan for your life, we gotta respond to it. Sometimes people say God cannot use them and they can't be leaders. But the point is that the chances are always there from God but it's a matter of how they really prove themselves through the tests God has for them. Dun be spiritually deaf to his voice and his heart cry, desire much for him in your life. All in all, make prayers in your life that goes like, "dun pass me by!" If you're a wise christian, you would not let any word of God to pass you by. Growth awaits us! I wanna grow so much more!

Don't Know Why
Mcfly

One by one
Drinks are gone RIGHT
Do I have to stay
Hate the sound
Of one more pound
As it rolls away

Why did I need your proof?
When I knew the truth

And I don't know why
I just let it slip by me all the time
I just wish you'd have tried

I don't want
To know your game
Let alone her name
No matter what you say to me
We are not the same

Why do you make me cry
Try to justify
Dont right your wrongs
With my mistkakes
Cause my head's held high

And I don't know why
I just let it slip by me all the time
I just wish you'd have tried

Dreams we have as kids
All fade away
Now it's not the same

And I don't know why
I just let it slip by me all the time
I just wish you'd have tried

Gabrielite for Jesus!

2007-01-13T10:44:00.000-08:00

I sense it strongly! It seems like it's somewhere near my touch.. ST.gabs gonna have a revival! I wanna be the one taking up this calling.. It has been a long time since we've seen a st.gabs cg. God dun pass me by.. Never ever.. Let me start this revival! Today had a st.gab convert called amos who came.. Was really touched even as i try my best to connect him and get to know him.. He even asked me to tell him the names of all the care group members! That really shows a lot about he wanting to know this group more and more importantly being part of this group! Today i was actually late for service as i waited for one of my new believers.. Haha after waiting for half an hour and the time was actually 12.20.. He messaged me he dun feel like going already.. I was "!!!!" That i told him that i waited so long for him till late then he ps.. He felt guilty and came.. LOL haha
15 people in the gabrielite schools of montfort and st.gabriel's!!!! Gabrielite for Jesus!!!

sigh

2007-01-10T09:50:00.000-08:00

Today hasn't been the typical fine days.. It really seems like chances are real bleak.. Poly is coming my way, it may seem kinda early for me to really judge but i sense it. Besides i know myself and my capability the best but second to God. I needed just a bit more to retain it.. But i just didn't happen for me. Even if i managed to appeal once again and it's successful, i dun think tt's the best for me, i'm just not tt kind of student.
Now.. it's 2am! HAHAHA and i am still online, haha i was studying for e math level paper just now.. Crap gonna die.. And was doing my chunk of homework (guai kia). Today's cg was great, 4 out of 5 of my new believers came! Overjoyed.. haha lets see how for the next couple of weeks. Kk time for me to sleep..

MAKE A WAY.

2007-01-08T06:44:00.000-08:00

Haha crap.. Supposed to do homework now but i ended up blogging.. LOL.. Let me lift my burdens here hahahaha. Kinda worried.. God must make a way k.. I doubt it but then.. I gonna view it in a positive way. Like what everyone says.. When we give our best you will do your best! I claim that! Sooo.. make a way in the unthinkable like seeing ray of light shining across a pitched dark cave and prove ppl wrong! MAKE A WAY!!!!!!!! Trust in you.

school

2007-01-05T08:43:00.000-08:00

Can't believe it! LOL.. My hair is a joke now, the past three days in school are like.. My hair was cut by DM, every part of it laaa but nvm let me be optimistic.. it's retro.. LOL. My first few days in school were accompanied by a fight outside school which i witnessed and a supplementary paper for my A math. I was actually on my way for cg with my people.. Then as i headed towards the bus stop.. From far i saw three guys that seemed like gangsters.. Shouting at one guy called Bao Lai then they smack his head with force.. He got angry and wanted to retaliate but they started pushing him.. And pushed him towards the fence and whacked him up. One of them was actually holding on to a metal rod, they actually dislocated his leg and got him injured damn badly.. He was so badly injured that he actually shivered and fell on the floor and his whole mouth was full of bood. Oh and wait.. They also stepped on his face before leaving.. I was freaked out.. Soon later some passer-by called the police and ambulance.. He was hospitalised and still is..
Oh anyway, today had supplementary A math exam.. I think i gonna fail.. Crap but i gave my best so.. Really my heart is prepared.. i had not enough time to FINISH??!!! Sigh. After that went to makan with my friend before heading home to take a nap because i was super exhausted.

all about you

2007-01-04T06:37:00.000-08:00

It's all about you

It's all about you baby

It's all about you

It's all about you

Yesterday you asked me something

I thought you knew

So I told you with a smile

It's all about you

**Then you whispered in my ear

And you told me too

Said you make my life worthwhile

It's all about you

And I would answer all your wishes

If you asked me to

But if you deny me one of your kisses

Don't know what I'd do

So hold me close and say three words

Like you used to do

Dancing on the kitchen tiles

It's all about you

And I would answer all your wishes

If you asked me to

But if you deny me one of your kisses

Don't know what I'd do

So hold me close and say three words

Like you used to do

Dancing on the kitchen tiles

Yes you make my life worthwhile

So I told u with a smile

time has come

2006-12-31T13:08:00.000-08:00

Sigh.. School is starting in two days.. Feeling moody, LOL. This means i gotta chiong my homework, pack my room and get school stuff.. Kinda feeling the heat brewing in me.. LOL. Looking forward to exciting new year.. With resolutions! Next year my deciding year, gotta really really study hard.. Getting the momentum already, LOL. Spiritually.. I wanna rise up to another level.. It's time for me to really do greater things for christ! Gonna be a real intereesting year i bet.

2006-12-26T02:50:00.000-08:00

Yeah! Finally, i found a switch! Joke.. i went starbucks but can u believe it, there were only two switches.. And i was waiting for some of them to leave.. As i was about to take the seat when they left, one guy popped up and took that seat.. I couldn't believe it with my own eyes.. So........ i decided to go macs! I love macs' service.. Awesome.. Anyway tt's why i am here blogging haha. this week i'm gonna rot, i got trials on wednesday to friday, i got retreats, meetings and caregroup, not forgetting HOMEWORK! Gosh.. ahaha. Anyway i just did some love language test (kopped from fat girl's blog.. lol)

The Five Love Languages

My primary love language is probably
Quality Time
with a secondary love language being
Words of Affirmation.

Complete set of results

Quality Time:		11
Words of Affirmation:		6
Physical Touch:		5
Acts of Service:		4
Receiving Gifts:		4

Information

Unhappiness in relationships, according to Dr. Gary Chapman, is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. Sometimes we don't understand our partner's requirements, or even our own. We all have a "love tank" that needs to be filled in order for us to express love to others, but there are different means by which our tank can be filled, and there are different ways that we can express love to others.

Take the quiz

Quite true.. i dun really appreciate services and gifts a lot compared to quality time, affirmations and touch. This is precisely why i love chilling!!!! Ahaha. I love going esplanade.. By the shores.. talking to someone i love spending time with. (:

God! Gotta really bless my group and my new believers! PRAYER! I gotta pray like mad man.. I wanna retain all of them! 100% retention rate! Crap, gotta wake up at 7.30 tomorrow!? Sian!

year

2006-12-23T13:15:00.000-08:00

LOL.. Have been super lazy to blog, also there's nothing for me to blog about. Haha. Just realised that time really really flies.. In an twinkling of an eye.. We are already in the last week of this year, i still remember vividly what we did last christmas. This year has really been an eventful year for me, with a lot of exciting challenges and different experiences, some of you may know, lol. But really thank God, he pulled me through once again and i know who i really want! I think i've grown much this year in terms of growth and maturity. Fun year, saw how my group went through moulding and changes.. So yeah.. Many many things.. I think this year christmas is gonna be cool at town, i saw people worshiping on the road! so cool and other cool decos..
next year i'm gonna die real badly! It's my O's! Sian, i kinda scared and turned off too.. LOL. STUDY!

Qs

2006-12-05T11:32:00.000-08:00

nothing better to do so came up with Qs.

1. what school are/were u from?
eh i was from st.michaels before entering montfort sec and soon to be a cjcian.
2.what are your goals in life?
plant a church in spain? haha
i wanna go to anfield at least once in an european night.
i wanna go overseas study.
i wanna go america, spain and new zealand.
i wanna be a surgeon.
attending a soccer clinic in liverpool with gerrard the teacher.
i wanna get a nice porsche.
3.dreams?
eh i once said i wanna play alongside torres!
4.if i were to ask you which are the 5 names you would think of in split seconds, who are they?
sunny
freedy
gideon
peter
huaxiang
5.who are the people that make up your life?
sunny:being my close spiritual buddy, like many times we share funny and guys stuff! haha
freedy:my shepherd, always wanting me to grow (:
peter:you explain the reason why i am where i am(:
gideon:though u ain't my direct leader, you are always a good listening ear and someone i respect alot!
huaxiang:i learn alot through taking care of you!
layling:joker~simple-minded
siew luan:weird and funny, but nice person!
melly?:unique, study khaki.
ruiyong:joker~suanable.
6.whats the area that you are vulnerable in?
this one, if u know, u know, if u dun know, u dun know.
7.who you like?
song hye gyo
8.hobbie?
soccer, chilling, eating, listening to music and dreaming.
9.who's your crush?
no one at the moment, hopefully it stays the same for a long while(:
10.who do you think you know best?
eh, sunny? LOL.. and my sheep.
11.what are you? a choleric, sanguine phleg?
eh mel then choleric.
12. how old are you?
15? going 16. alot of people think i am 16-17 heehee love that.
who are your heroes?
God? fabregas, gerrard, kaka, torres and kuyt.

okay i am tired.. tt's all i'm gonna say (:

growth

2006-12-04T08:12:00.000-08:00

So excited for great growth this holiday! in two aspects:
1.growth in quality
-me myself
-my group
2.growth in quantity:
-spirit of evangelism
-purpose of evangelism

these were the two songs God gave me just now..

i know my future's in your hands
all of my hopes and dreams and plans
u give my strength to live and faith to succeed
i believe in you because you believe in me

i want more, more of you lord
i want more, more of you lord
i wanna hold you, love you, dun let you go
renew this fire that's within my soul
i want more, more of you lord

macbook!~

2006-12-04T07:31:00.000-08:00

alright!~ tomorrow gonna get macbook(black), awesome. i have been waiting for a new com for years since my that lousy com existed in my presence for like 6 years?! tomorrow shall part with it for my new slim apple lap! woohoo.. tomorrow gonna meet my sheep to discuss about the group before travelling down to sss again this time with the gamemasters and teamleaders. expecting real growth after camp, praying hard for breakthroughs in my own life and my sheep lives, lets be fervent christians that know their sole purposes in lives!

WAKE UP!

2006-12-03T08:36:00.000-08:00

how how how?! God i dunno how to stress it and i feel like doing the easiest way but i know it's not the best way. that's my deep down conviction for them and if only things start to change then it will happen.. thanks for reminding me just now and waking me up from my sleep, but God.. how??? aaah.. haha i feel helpless about it, it shoudn't have ended this way and it should have nv happened.. i need your extra wisdom and anointing to bring hope and renewal. God use me! but i would wait for ur timing, God sense my urgency and desperation! it's time to wake up!

cant wait!

2006-11-26T10:51:00.000-08:00

Woohoo.. tomorrow gonna get the book "Kiss Dating Goodbye!" by Joshua Harris. Heard about that book kinda long ago but then didnt know it was really inspiring till Kaiwen told me today!~ Though i dun have issues regarding that area haha but then still wanna read! I wanna experience the feeling of reading it haha.. Suppose to go out with someone la but haha didnt.. Went to jam instead.. with shawn kaiwen and rayson.. woo.. five colours.. haha and talked about Northeast stuff.. LOL.. But it was a fun time. Alright tomorrow gonna get my book, so excited.. haha

study and more study.

2006-11-23T08:38:00.000-08:00

Hmm.. Should i or should i not? My teacher ask me to go for physics lessons on saturday at 10.30am, but kinda sian.. haha it's a saturday la and the feeling of waking up on a sunny and happy bright saturday? Is super "-_-".. Let me list down the good and the bad things..
Good (:
1. For the sake of my results and for my end target of doing well for O's!
2. For the sake of my calculations.
Bad :(
1. Waking up early.
2. $$$
3. May spoil day?

Gosh i today woke up feeling very anxious for my sub paper on the first week, if i dun do well tt's it la.. oh God.. Then my aunt also called me and told me about my cousin not doing well for PSLE, and i was moltivated once again by my teacher.. okok i need to chiong this december to study hard and catch up on my e and a math!

sian

2006-11-21T07:31:00.000-08:00

oh my gonna be bored!~ Freedy just left for indonesia today and sunny will be back in one week plus more.. tt's super long~

proud of myself!

2006-11-08T11:12:00.000-08:00

woohoo.. i actually created this blog myself! all the design and stuff.. so proud of myself.. lol.. but i took like around 2 to 3 hours.. hahaha lol.. cos i didnt know what design and colour to choose.. recently, God developed my faithfulness in stewardship which i wanted to apply from shirley's clm the other time.. i am really grateful to her.. i managed to save around 40 dollars!!! this week.. thank God.. i didnt do my usual cabbing and splurging on unnecessary stuff.. i only ate dinner for monday and tuesday. not cabbing and eating during recess had already saved me 8 dollars per day so thank God for this holiday season which allowed me to save money.. wanna save more! had cg today, games was real funny.. tomorrow gonna have tuition and shepherding with freedy!

shit him

2006-11-07T06:32:00.000-08:00

Today i went to sow on these three sec 2 guys.. we played lan and me, jullian, ben and huaxiang lost la.. crap.. there was this guy called eddie? he owned haha all thanks to huaxiang who feeded him more than 6 kills in early game (haha hx hope u not viewing lol).. haha before the game i told jullian and the rest not to own.. and in the end we were owned.. sian.. haha but it's okay..
it was kinda hard to really communicate with them, they didnt really bothered abt what we said.. aaah.. but hope at least we made something different..
after that went to play soccer with my schoolmates.. me, ahmjad clement and zhiming.. but it turned out i played while they didnt really play much.. i played with this bunch of ppl that i think were christians or sth.. we played against this islamic guy, wah he was damn idiotic.. he diao me for damn long, then scolded me and another guy.. crapper.. but it was real fun.. i managed to know this CJ guy who is year 1.. he asked me to join his team and that team, from what i know, is kinda pro la.. as in he got this two friends.. i think shawn and matthias know.. wah play with them dun need to do much.. just defend while they soloed.. haha LOL but it was fun if not for that islamic guy.. oh yeah he even joined my team later.. wth.. i was like.. eww.. haha he played so rough and tackled me from back..

lun

2006-11-06T08:59:00.000-08:00

wah that time i blogged then got error in blogger.. tt's why kinda long nv update.. had freedy clm today.. it was a fantastic teaching.. the worship was great as God spoke to me regarding my group and his plans for me.. really inspired to hit my goal and talk abt a new goal in my ministry the next time.. it has been long.. with new objective and goal comes new thrill in ministry haha lol.. wanna talk abt greater heights the next time i blog abt my grp again!!! tomorrow gonna have sow, with 4 contacts coming.. gonna be great time.. and then field soccer!!! then mug.. alrite gonna be a great day..

lol

2006-10-28T10:24:00.004-07:00

haha suddenly thought of this.. my own dream team..
kuyt fernando torres
robben fabregas gerrard ronaldo
grosso terry nesta bouhlaroz
cech

lol.. this is just a sudden thought.. haha isn't this team great?
anyway had a great time of teaching today especially the one that shirley taught on developing faith.. it really help me to realised areas clearly i want and need to grow in more.. very inspired by shirley's and her wanting to be blameless and going all out to obey God's word in her life..

clipsss

2006-10-27T10:55:00.000-07:00

nowadays super lazy to blog.. haha just watched some soccer clips on tricks.. super nice flicks, some cool stepovers and nice dribbling by ronaldo.. he is damn good in all these.. in fact i think the best for now.. but sadly he dun have all the qualities.. but these are what i really like.. lol.. shall watch more clips and learn.. kinda joke.. haha but still gotta do it..
had cg yesterday which was thursday.. and a non believer joined us.. i was super happy.. really hope he can join us more.. as in though he cant come this saturday.. aaah! really glad that my group showing some signs.. but these are not enough lets see real life experience of life changing happening! watched death note and slept in the movie.. was really kinda boring initially.. slept for 15 minutes.. but overall quite fine.. found the god thingy lame..
friday woke up at 2 plus.. lol and then went down for PM and played soccer after tt.. cant wait for tomorrow service and day of meetings!

serving

2006-10-24T01:20:00.000-07:00

woah.. just finished watching goong.. it's real nice, the plot and the storyline is good. anyway really convicted to share this.. that it's during public areas where our grey areas are not obvious but rather in our hearts it's where our grey areas are obvious.. this was what i learnt yesterday in freedy's clm... really need to guard my heart and not just the outward actions..
i feel that there are many more things i can give to my ministry.. and i wanna give my best in terms of really growing my group and nuturing my people in the group, cannot shortchange them!!! Need to improve on my servanthood.. like what freedy said.. i really agree.. i wanna serve my people to the best, and this holiday is really a good time!!

whoa

2006-10-14T10:02:00.000-07:00

actually life without exams seem abit boring now.. ahaha i ended on wednesday.. went to play soccer the whole day.. from 11 to 5? ahaha then played lan before i went home.. then thursday went for cg.. we played lan also hahaha and chilled at chomp chomp then stupid jontay called me out at 12 plus 1 for dota.. till 6am??? hahahahaha then slept till 3 the next day.. went for pm.. lead prayer pointers after that ate dinner with thaddeus before heading for NE lantern festival.. today? played lan and lan.. today had a triple kill!!!! in the morning.. with anderson people.. then at night godlike streak for two games.. whoa.. today is like top form? had a great time of sermon and teaching in uctm today.. learnt from pastor wayne codeiro.. about keeping our hearts pure.. hope that the convert is sincere.. though he doesn't seems like.. he rejected the free gift la.. OMG.. gotta meet him up on monday..

killer la

2006-10-06T08:34:00.000-07:00

oh my.. never blog for very long le.. haha lazy..
i'm midway through my exams.. finished like 9 papers? aaah still got two history papers, one geog, a maths and e maths.. physics was a killer.. it was super hard.. crap, my biology and chemistry still can.. while the rest is like "???".. cant really judge nowadays after the experience in my midyears.. those which i expected to pass... fail.. i was super shock.. so hmm.. slack my way thru today.. but gonna chiong tomorrow and sunday to prepare.. and CELEBRATE ON WEDNESDAY!

2006-09-19T07:47:00.000-07:00

what a day.. crap i got back my chemistry and it's like 10/20? i was like.. amen.. actually wasn't shock cos it's like not the first time it happened though i studied.. and i 'm gutted.. real gutted.. had my bio test today and i think i'm gonna fail.. crap.. how am i gonna pass my final years????!!!!! so demoralising.. i'm left with like ard 13 days? my mid year.. a math and e math were like 20 plus?? even if i pass this time round it means "fail".. lol.. my combined science seems to be in dilema.. oh no... aaah.. God has every plan for me the way he wants.. i gonna give my best.. if the result doesn't turn out the way i want.. gonna look at other alternatives.. and i know that i've done my best. trust in him. today i went bcc at 4.. ate lunch with ben.. talked to him about his searching of school and stuff.. hope he comes montfort.. AHAHAH.. after that i chionged from 5 to 10.. was studying with david hoe at macs.. it was coincidental.. and he happened to study there also.. so yea.. got to know him more..

2006-09-16T09:49:00.000-07:00

today was great day.. church anniversary was awesome.. great time of recapping also the day since i came church though it's not like a decade that kinda thing.. love it.. the musician, the singers, etc.. was good.. kinda duhh" cos it's anniversary.. glad neo came.. not gonna give up on him and his salvation.. the day is gonna come when he realises true meaning of life.
anyway..
the fact that i gonna study tomorrow kinda makes me feel sick la.. seriously.. aaah.. life this way is like "wow" rite.. 17 days to exams.. and to my bdae.. ):

crap

2006-09-14T08:20:00.000-07:00

today i was almost late for school.. it was 8.15 and i was still at home.. i rushed down and took cab.. today had this soccer test thingy.. suppose to test your dribbling, shooting, juggling.. my timing kinda suck.. 78 juggles in one minute? crap la.. my friend ryan counted wrongly.. my soccer khakis did like 100 plus? omg.. i wanna improve my soccer man.. anyway had cg today.. it was awesome.. though ppl that i expected to turn up didnt.. but nevertheless i was convicted to bring up the atmosphere.. worship was real awesome.. really love it when all the people in the cg and i mean every single one.. really so indepth into the worship.. it was great and fantastic.. well done to NE1!!! U GUYS LED WELL!! after that we celebrated hua xiang's birthday.. haha was suppose to smash the cake on his face.. we fake pray but he found out la!!! omg.. and he smashed it instead on my hair at the back.. i was!!! and used shirley's shampoo to wash la.. all the cream and other stuff was "well mixed with my hair".. disgusted* but yaa.. all of us enjoyed ourselves.. love tgis bunch of people.. (:

2006-09-12T09:21:00.000-07:00

woah.. today my teacher was like saying maybe wei lun can become top for chemistry this final years.. ahaha i was like "wow" cos i was answering all the questions she post to the class and she was like "i seen great improvement in him.. his work attitude has increase since mid years.." ahaha i was like ego boost??? hahaha just kidding.. but i was trying to jack many of my friends.. but actually dun really think i can.. i realised many things i studied i forgotten la.. seriously crap i feel abit sian.. i need to go through again.. my exams are on 2nd Oct to erh.. i dunno haha.. but i got alot of papers to take.. crap. glad my teacher didnt catch me for my hair... phew..
today after my lessons were suppose to go town with lester and richard but they pangseh me.. and played soccer so i joined them instead.. after tt headed home to change before meeting sunny at town and saw like alot of ppl?! in a matter of seconds.. we saw joel the joker working at some ice cream store.. and he was like "oi" ahahah.. and then saw jovin metres away.. before seeing daniel cheah, dane fong and others at ehh... i forgotten what it's called.. then i headed to mrt and saw angela.. Omg.. haha i was wearing shorts.. haha. we went wisma and taka to take a look at clothes.. i wanted to buy clothes for anniversary.. we went topman, fcuk, guess, AJ, armani exchange, G2000 and zara.. and i bought my clothes at topman!
i took years to finally decided what to buy.. after also rounds of changing.. woohoo.. but amen.. i spend too much money.. crap.. one jeans, one button shirt and a tie.. it cost a bomb! after tt went home with sunny.. taking 162.. enjoyed the time together.. (: