*lover of christ

Sunday, March 26, 2006

guess what?! my sheep has decided to come back to God which i am really grateful to God.. my effort of taking care of him wasn't put to waste haha.. saw his msn nick today it goes sth like "felt regretfully of what i've done, hope that i can go back to the past, but i dun dare to ask".. went to talk to him abt it.. haha chatt and stuff.. and decided to tell him that "God will always be waiting for u.. care group will be on tuesday.." he decided to turn over and start afresh.. so glad for him, not because can increase attendance or what but salvation has come to him again.. :) love u..

crap.
8:02 AM

Thursday, March 23, 2006

sometimes just feel that ppl dun trust me.. in the things i do.. haiz but its ok.. there are really things that only God can understand about your life and no one else, how you feel and ur own actions.. thank you for being there for me.. thru my tough times and good times.. when i am lonely and disappointed..

just so agitated with myself la.. i really wanna evax to ppl mans.. but i really cant.. my timetable and the time i always wake up.. argh.. really trying hard, what can i do??!! are my ppl with me in the goal or am i alone? it seriously isn't easily to go out there and evax.. and when someone expects u to get like converts like mad when u have such a irritating timetable.. i want to but hopefully u reeally understand, though i will still do my best.. i can't stand my group being small mans.. i want it to grow..!!! i dun know how the fruits will come but God really cry out to u man..

crap.
8:12 AM

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

times that ppl dun understand me.. you will.. so sorry that i've let u down..

crap.
4:16 AM

Wednesday, March 01, 2006

anyway i think that now is really the time that i start to really enjoy my cg.. last time when my cg was small..like around 5 and the cg wasn't dynamic.. frankly speaking didnt really enjoy the times together.. but now truly realised the fun we can have together.. though of different personalities yet still can laugh around and joke.. i am enjoying my ministry mans..

on the last day of march.. i was suppose to have cg.. but becos so of my ppl cant make it.. and one of them that didnt meet us on that day.. being curious.. i went to his hse and see whether he went home and fell asleep.. and guess what... i saw him playing com with his friend.. i was agitated with his actions that i went down and thought thru what shld i do.. and God really spoke to me.. asking me to stand firm in what is right.. i went up and clarified some stuff with him.. didnt scold him! whoa.. guess i am improving in that area.. and today he came for cg!!!

praise God!

crap.
7:08 AM