*lover of christ

Monday, July 31, 2006

haha yesterday match was kinda fun.. it was a real joke la we started 2 hours later.. cos ppl were burning ashes on the field.. and they didnt wanna clean it up.. in the end had no choice we distinguish the fire ourself by pouring the water and spread the ashes all over the pitch.. the score turned out to be 5-3.. i scored one.. thru a free kick.. whee.. i think all of us really enjoyed ourselves.. we prayed before the thing and stuff.. and guess what.. we didnt concede a single goal in the second half.. (:
gosh.. this week is my o levels physics prac la.. consist of one grade which is like 6 marks of Os? kinda scary and my prac sucks la.. and i got three tests this week.. sian la.. studying time again.. mug mug mug.. bcc..
cg going SWENSEN on wednesday!

crap.
8:00 AM

Tuesday, July 25, 2006

whoa.. this sunday.. hope vs nativity.. its gonna be fun.. got ref and we are playing at serangoon sec field.. hmm.. this is our formation..
marcus
shawn

garmeng lun victor

matthias

andre clement wei song rayson

ziqiang

this is our formation.. subs??
sihan
kenneth.. it has been a long time since i played field soccer.. i think the previous was a training with my friend's club.. tt i quitted after one training.. but anyway showdown.. 5 more days..

crap.
8:27 AM

Saturday, July 22, 2006

really wanna thank God for the harvest.. but sighs** this is the beginning.. though i had 5 converts.. in the space of 3 weeks.. but things are not getting better arh.. my new bs initially were responsive.. but the last week all three didnt come for cg and service!!! gosh.. this cant happen sia.. i gotta do something different and more importantly evaluate.. nut still thank God that my group is having breakthru in this month.. really i month of great spiritual growth for my people and my group.. lets see greater things.. arh.. but now the path is foggy for me.. look at my group so mixed up.. new bs suddenly nv come.. some backsliders coming back.. some only saturday can go out some only cg can come out.. even worst.. some cant come out already.. sian.. 12!!!!! LETS DO IT.. we need good available seeds.. 12 by august..

crap.
10:06 AM

Sunday, July 16, 2006

hmm.. God sometimes i really wanna question whether or not i am the chosen one to lead montfort group.. sometimes i feel that i ain't competent and good enough to bring montfort to greater heights.. i feel that my actions and life ain't good enough to be a leader for you... God am i really the one??? God i know i am not that talented.. i am quite concern for my people and whether they would grow even more in me.. i dun wanna deprive them of a better leader.. i dun want them to leave youth with just "oh.. i was a member, oh i was just a shepherd" God i wanna see them not wasting their youth awayGODtt's why i am concern.. God i need so so so so much anointing.. i need you to be the one to work thru me.. dun pass me by.. God i am gonna pray hard.. God the only thing that still gives me hope is prayer for my people.. God i'm gonna trust in ur lead.. i want them to benefit and grow.. pls lord.. prayer is my hope.. God give me ur assurance.. i wanna see more and more growth!

crap.
7:26 AM

Thursday, July 13, 2006

haah suddenly hot on for tennis.. i just watched the replay of nadal and baghdatis.. woah.. nadal is good man.. but saw the way he played with federer was a different story.. haah but he rocks. actually quite nice when u watch.. how they do the swing shot and stuff.. also the sly shot (did i spell in rightly?) is cool.. wanna learn but i think i will take years to pick up la..

back to soccer.. i seriously dunno who liverpool would buy next.. they have gotten bellamy, aurelio, gonzalez and paletta.. and i saw the pundits predic.. bellamy, henry, shevchenko and rooney are the top four to become the top scorer of next season EPL.. shocking yea? lets see how he performs.. cant wait for the new jersey to be out.. i gonna get it!! WHOA.. with the shirt printed "bellamy" at the back of the jersey

anyway i think i really need to bark up for my studies.. i really dun understand my chem at all la.. my other subs still ok.. aren't that good too.. arh.. kk shall go study more..

crap.
8:34 AM

Saturday, July 08, 2006

whoa.. this week had another two more converts~!!! i heard another visitor would be coming on next saturday!!! i really kinda worrried for them.. arh must retain man.. lets see even more people coming!!! though my group got alot of visitors... hope to really see more!!! lets do it.. discontentment in my heart cannot be contained!!!

crap.
9:56 PM

Monday, July 03, 2006

whoa.. last week had a convert!!! really glad tt God blessed my group.. hope that what i have done with my group, the time, the effort, wont be put to waste.. all the challenges.. wanna see my group rise to a higher new level.. shepherds becoming cls.. members becoming shepherds.. new believers maturing.. and backsliders coming back.. God i'm trusting u that my group would grow!!! wanna hit ten!! God at first sight it seems hard for me.. but because u believe in me.. i am not gonna let u down.. i'm going all out man! 10 by end august!! montfort group to grow and become a group that ppl would always seek for guidience and for moltivation!!! CG lets do it together in one body!!!! no turning back in this race.. so i'm gonna whack it hard..

crap.
9:04 AM