Life in Montfort is just like prison for goodness..In this month, 4 boys had public canning.. We have principal talk almost everyday for like an hour?(and for yesterday's assembly was two hours!!!!!) If not, the vice principal would talk to us, that makes no difference from having talk everyday.. We receive lectures everyday.. First week.. We had major grooming check, CCA involvement check and so forth. Morever, test everyday makes life sick!!! I wanna get out as soon as possible and go poly.

Sometimes just wonder why.
Why are there unexplainable things.
why must there be sin?
why must there be earth?
why can't we go heaven now?
why can't i be a geek?
why can't i be a genius?
why can't a be an american?
why can't i have curly hair?
why must i be a chinese?
why can't i know God earlier?
why can't my group break a unit size long ago or even now?
why must we go school?
why can't i have lovelier parents?
why can't some people wake up their ideas?
why must there be misperception and misunderstanding?
why must there be love?
why must be gender?
why must there be emotions?
why we be hungry?
why do we why?
hmmm..

Eh can't believe i am denying myself and joining a gay CCA.. LOL.. aiyah but really.. i wanna have at least one point bonus for O's.. so.. LOL. Crappy principle actually warned all those without CCA to join one.. Life in montfort school is just like prison.. Yeah.. Had tuiton today and my teacher was super shock i drop A math.. Crap.. It's really so much harder for jc.. Actually my teacher told me of another alternative, which is if i wanna take international A's (which is better) next time.. He suggested for me to like go ACS (international) and like after hearing like how his children actually took non-governated A's and scored very well.. But this is just an alternative.. If i can't go acjc or cj. But poly is still fine with me.. IT REALLY SEEMS LIKE GOTTA MUG REAL HARD...
Anyway... Yesterday something corny happened.. DURING BIO LESSON
MR.HO: EH GUYS.. HOW MANY OF YOUR MUM MAKE MILK AT HOME?
EVERYONE: HAHAHAHA!
MR.HO: GVING THE "SHEAT" LOOK.. AND SMILED
FAIZ: EH! DUN SCOLD MY MUM LA..
SAMUEL: EH UR MUM COW AR?
it was a joke haha..

Never ever miss the calling.. Whenever God has this certain plan for your life, we gotta respond to it. Sometimes people say God cannot use them and they can't be leaders. But the point is that the chances are always there from God but it's a matter of how they really prove themselves through the tests God has for them. Dun be spiritually deaf to his voice and his heart cry, desire much for him in your life. All in all, make prayers in your life that goes like, "dun pass me by!" If you're a wise christian, you would not let any word of God to pass you by. Growth awaits us! I wanna grow so much more!


Don't Know Why
Mcfly

One by one
Drinks are gone RIGHT
Do I have to stay
Hate the sound
Of one more pound
As it rolls away

Why did I need your proof?
When I knew the truth

And I don't know why
I just let it slip by me all the time
I just wish you'd have tried

I don't want
To know your game
Let alone her name
No matter what you say to me
We are not the same

Why do you make me cry
Try to justify
Dont right your wrongs
With my mistkakes
Cause my head's held high

And I don't know why
I just let it slip by me all the time
I just wish you'd have tried

Dreams we have as kids
All fade away
Now it's not the same

And I don't know why
I just let it slip by me all the time
I just wish you'd have tried

I sense it strongly! It seems like it's somewhere near my touch.. ST.gabs gonna have a revival! I wanna be the one taking up this calling.. It has been a long time since we've seen a st.gabs cg. God dun pass me by.. Never ever.. Let me start this revival! Today had a st.gab convert called amos who came.. Was really touched even as i try my best to connect him and get to know him.. He even asked me to tell him the names of all the care group members! That really shows a lot about he wanting to know this group more and more importantly being part of this group! Today i was actually late for service as i waited for one of my new believers.. Haha after waiting for half an hour and the time was actually 12.20.. He messaged me he dun feel like going already.. I was "!!!!" That i told him that i waited so long for him till late then he ps.. He felt guilty and came.. LOL haha
15 people in the gabrielite schools of montfort and st.gabriel's!!!! Gabrielite for Jesus!!!

Today hasn't been the typical fine days.. It really seems like chances are real bleak.. Poly is coming my way, it may seem kinda early for me to really judge but i sense it. Besides i know myself and my capability the best but second to God. I needed just a bit more to retain it.. But i just didn't happen for me. Even if i managed to appeal once again and it's successful, i dun think tt's the best for me, i'm just not tt kind of student.
Now.. it's 2am! HAHAHA and i am still online, haha i was studying for e math level paper just now.. Crap gonna die.. And was doing my chunk of homework (guai kia). Today's cg was great, 4 out of 5 of my new believers came! Overjoyed.. haha lets see how for the next couple of weeks. Kk time for me to sleep..

Haha crap.. Supposed to do homework now but i ended up blogging.. LOL.. Let me lift my burdens here hahahaha. Kinda worried.. God must make a way k.. I doubt it but then.. I gonna view it in a positive way. Like what everyone says.. When we give our best you will do your best! I claim that! Sooo.. make a way in the unthinkable like seeing ray of light shining across a pitched dark cave and prove ppl wrong! MAKE A WAY!!!!!!!! Trust in you.

Can't believe it! LOL.. My hair is a joke now, the past three days in school are like.. My hair was cut by DM, every part of it laaa but nvm let me be optimistic.. it's retro.. LOL. My first few days in school were accompanied by a fight outside school which i witnessed and a supplementary paper for my A math. I was actually on my way for cg with my people.. Then as i headed towards the bus stop.. From far i saw three guys that seemed like gangsters.. Shouting at one guy called Bao Lai then they smack his head with force.. He got angry and wanted to retaliate but they started pushing him.. And pushed him towards the fence and whacked him up. One of them was actually holding on to a metal rod, they actually dislocated his leg and got him injured damn badly.. He was so badly injured that he actually shivered and fell on the floor and his whole mouth was full of bood. Oh and wait.. They also stepped on his face before leaving.. I was freaked out.. Soon later some passer-by called the police and ambulance.. He was hospitalised and still is..
Oh anyway, today had supplementary A math exam.. I think i gonna fail.. Crap but i gave my best so.. Really my heart is prepared.. i had not enough time to FINISH??!!! Sigh. After that went to makan with my friend before heading home to take a nap because i was super exhausted.

It's all about you

It's all about you baby

It's all about you

It's all about you


Yesterday you asked me something

I thought you knew

So I told you with a smile

It's all about you





**Then you whispered in my ear

And you told me too

Said you make my life worthwhile

It's all about you






And I would answer all your wishes


If you asked me to

But if you deny me one of your kisses

Don't know what I'd do


So hold me close and say three words

Like you used to do

Dancing on the kitchen tiles

It's all about you





And I would answer all your wishes

If you asked me to

But if you deny me one of your kisses

Don't know what I'd do


So hold me close and say three words

Like you used to do


Dancing on the kitchen tiles

Yes you make my life worthwhile

So I told u with a smile