Recently, i've been living life unknowingly, doing things that i don't really bother while it harmed my body. I guess that's being very selfish.
I was reminded of how some people wanted to live life normally, but couldn't because they had illnesses that caused certain disabilities in their bodies. Like, blindness, losing the sense of hearing, losing the ability to talk and so forth. How those people really wished to go back time and live their lives to the fullest eh? Really empathise them man.
I once said that i didn't give a shit about my health. But now, i take them all back and i will really try to quit. Though i ain't living live to the fullest in the proper way, at least i am "living my life to the fullest" in a way that will help me go back to you. I don't regret making that decision that time because i needed to experience it a great lot. I will go back to you, i know i will. I just need a bit more time to experience a little more, so give me some more time and i will surely turn back to you.
People out there, LIVE YOUR LIFE TO THE FULLEST!

Hey just went to the doctor today, not because i am sick physically, but because i felt a strain at my middle finger ha ha ha it's no joke man! That's the reason why i stopped playing bass for a month or two. I couldn't play at all.
Anxiety lingered in my heart while i walked with Clarence to market, i was so damn afraid it was some nerve problem or whatsoever. Worried that i won't be able to play bass anymore but thankfully, it was just inflammation of the ligament! Thank you so much! So it will eventually heal, at least all my hard work didn't go to a waste. Thanks for all the concern you guys showed me (: