*lover of christ

Sunday, August 27, 2006

haha i just thought of blogging this..
really appeciate the ppl around me.. haha dunno why i'm saying this but yea.. my people.. my close friends, my leaders, my classmates and other jokers that i spend my time with .. haha but thank God for all of u yup (: u guys are special in my heart and important to me!

crap.
8:30 AM

crap.. today wasn't a fruitful day of studying for me.. sian. went to study with yihui and rest at bishan macs, it was super pack.. yihui like brought everyone of her core team to study.. and then there was the grads group people.. alvin? WAJ (what a joke).. five times yea? woah dun mess with the big gunner.. big shot la.. ahaah.. his sercrets have been revealed.. muahaha. anyway what a week for me.. this week is really a memoral week.. next time as i look back.. i can really say that this day is a stepping stone for my love for him for the many decisions i made in life.. cant dwell in it anymore.. it's time really for me to settle it and indeed i settled it.. what a teaching by shirley on saturday about our walk with God.. indeed it spoke to me alot.. i like what she said.. christianity is a life through an edge.. when someone pokes u or pushes u down.. u are like fallen into a place of human eating plants that suck up your spiritual being.. and it's a matter of how fast u respond and get back up again.. or else we would continue to be sucked up.. we must come into a stage that QT is our UTMOST ENJOYMENT rather than chore.. and there was also the teaching of bill haybel.. learn lots.. about spiritual pace and vision.. i wanna learn more abt leadership.. what an inspirational teaching hahaha.

crap.
8:09 AM

Thursday, August 24, 2006

thinking about what to get for birthday from my parents.. aaah.. i want an ipod(lost my previous one) i also want a new handphone and a ps3.. gosh.. and i also want a new TV.
tt would be like more than a thousand? hahaha.. heard that ps3 is gonna cost a thousand.. sian how am i gonna get it? hopefully both an ipod and a new handphone..
the exam fever is getting hot for me la.. only left one month plus.. and i really wanna do better this time round.. next week onwards.. i gonna chiong as much as possible in the weekdays at bcc or novena, need to catch up a lot.. setting a minimum target if 20 points this time round..
there comes my laptop!

crap.
6:40 AM

Wednesday, August 16, 2006

haha.. wth today i was sent out of class during mathematics lesson.. it actually wasn't me singing.. it was faiz and gary la, then she like ear drums got prob.. just send me out and the worst thing is that miss chai saw me!!! omg.. i feel kinda disappointed.. my reputation is ruined.. she walked towards me and asked me what happened.. i was like kinda pissed and told her she sent me out for nothing.. and usually when teachers hear this.. they wont really believe and she told me to try not to create trouble.. i was like okay.. she still smiled at me (: after recess was my a math lesson.. so i decided to explain to her after her lesson and i told her i was punked.. haha by them.. i was like.. "teacher it wasn't me la just now.. it was gary and faiz, miss tan thought it was me and she sent me out, u dun believe can ask the class." then she smiled at me.. but at least she knows what happen now..

haha had physics lesson after that.. usually its kinda boring cos he's kinda monotonous.. he's a joke la.. we were having lesson halfway for only about 15 minutes.. and i think he cant contain his joy hahaha.. he told us his grand proposal of marriage to his girlfriend.. he was going to resume it, actually he wanted to do it all along.. but didnt do. he said he would be lying to her that they would be watching a play.. on sunday.. so they would take LRT and "coincidentally" they would see his long lost friends.. haha he didnt share at what stop but he said that they woud come in in their own family.. and mr. lee would be like omg.. then in the next stop another couple would come in.. haha and he would be even more shocked.. haha then at the third stop all his 16 group of friends with their companients would squeeze in.. one would be bringing the 99 stalks of roses in a bouquet.. consisting of white and fusion pink roses. gosh.. and the other holding the ring..

then he would go on his knees and say "..... ... ..... ..?" he initially wanted to stop the LRT.. but decided not to haha cos he would be fined 5000 dollars haha.. God bless you mr. lee! omg.. if i see him on monday with that sulky face then gg.. haha he damn slack la.. but fun class anyway.. we were all so engrossed in his well-planned proposal that he talked about it for half an hour.. slack.. here comes the montfort terrorist attack on sunday.. muahaha

crap.
6:45 AM

Monday, August 14, 2006

woah.. interesting.. i had morning breakfast with my people.. though i didnt eat at all.. i just wanted to spend more time with my people and connect the new believers. i went to school honoured.. haha cos liverpool won.. but that's standard isn't it, to win chelsea? no kick.. i had to face my classmates who were mostly manu fans and they tried to deny that liverpool played lousily.. but it's okay let's wait till they face each other.. haha. but.. camillus admitted that the liverpool jersey is nice.. haha i thought liverpool sucks??? it's from cam leh.. cannavaro sux la k?? haha.

my amaths teacher praised me today.. it gave me a glimpse of hope.. or should i say.. i am feeling more belonged in her eyes.. haha. she was scolding the people that either didnt do hw or didnt hand up.. and there was this student called jasmond that didnt hand in but didnt confess.. when my teacher found out, she was rather displeased but she said,"nvm, at least this guy has been improving and giving me good hws.. unlike in the past." and she didnt send him out.. morever she said if even it was me.. she wont send me out too.. cos i put in effort in my work.. i was like OMG.. i was giggling..

i headed to seoul garden after my school.. or rather for history lesson.. fantastic.. our teacher treated us seoul garden for the effort we put in on helping out in IPWS.. i went there and only ate the eggs and hotdogs.. what a joke.. but the ice cream was nice.. haha felt so bad.. we took the tub that was new.. though they still had choco chips flavour and we opened it.. taking about 15 mintues to do so.. it was kinda hard..

went to play a game of lan with ruiyong and syekit before going to meet my sheep who wasn't really doing well.. i hope he really understood and realised what life is about.. tired but a know the effort is worth it if he responds.. God! he must respond! keep him in prayer..

crap.
6:39 AM

Saturday, August 12, 2006

i missed shirley's hard-felt sharing.. was with my new believer eating breakfast. yesterday's sermon was great.. but i was having flu, i sneezed more than 30 times??? must be nexus dusty.. haha. pastor jeff talked about a global heart and having a vision to one day go overseas maybe during further studying.. i would like to do that if it's possible..to experience life in a different culture. i want to go mission's trip next year but i dun think can, next year is my O's sighs..
act locally, work globally.. keeping in step with the great comission.

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9:42 PM

Thursday, August 10, 2006

sometimes in life, things just dun turn out the way it is.
sometimes it's just because it's not meant to be that way.
you may feel this way towards him, but he may not even care.
life will reach a time when loneliness reaches its prime in your life.
but you still gotta be optimistic and look to what's ahead.
the times when u had real fun with someone may well be the last.
close friends may leave you but you gotta live with it.
life can never be the way you want or else it's not life.
things happen for a reason.
we do question why God made life this way.
but believe it or not it has to be this way.
cos he loves you.
at times when you feel no one really understands you.
and be there for u.
it is him that waits upon ur reliance and trust in him.
i wanna love you.

this two years in you, God.. i have made many mistakes and sins.. but lord you opened my eyes wide. God it's you that holds my future, i know it would be shaky journey ahead in my life. many things are gonna happen but God i'm ready.. because u live in me and made me believe in myself(:

crap.
10:15 AM

Saturday, August 05, 2006

little things in life will prove the bigger ones.. hmm.. i realised that i really need to continue to be rooted in simple biblical principles like salvation, repentance and stuff.. i think that as we serve more in church we tend to work so hard that we forgotten our sole reason of serving.. lets keep the right things right.. it deosn't work in the way of.. serving god as the priority then sub out to the rest.. but it shld work in the way of love of god.. then to other things like serving, family.. and etc..WE SERVE GOD AND NOT THE CHURCH.. so yeah..

anyway.. cant belive liverpool got trashed by FC mainz 5-0.. i woke up on saturday.. anxious abt the score so i went to sky sports.. and check.. and it wowed me.. liverpool getting sucky sia.. pennant sux.. they are jokers la.. get torres man.. he rox.. i gonna get gerrard's autobiography.. whoa!!~~~~~

crap.
10:15 AM