went esplanade with sunny on last sunday.. hmm.. has been quite a long time since we spend time together.. haha we shared alot of stuff together like our spiritual life, our relationship with God and some other stuff .. think that the things we going through are about the same.. we could just understand eacch other.. sometimes i feel that ppl dun understand how i feel but he is one of the few that really understands how i feel cos hmm.. think that he goes thru the same things as me as well.. thank God for him.. haah

i gonna cut short my dota time man.. recent service really spoke to me.. about the area of giving enough time to God.. then during clm.. when shirley talked about an effective leader.. an effective leader gives his time fully to God.. so i've decided to half of my normal dota time to spend more time with God.. thru online sermons from joshua harris and qt.. haha yeah.. i wanna be different in God eyes.. i wanna be used more by God.. only if he sees a difference in me.. i wanna be someone that is important in his plans and his salvation plan for the world....

God i know i am young.. but i wanna be used by u greatly at this age of mine.. i dun wanna waste away my youth days.. now is the time!!! i believe that age is no obstacle to growth and doing great things for u!!!

haah.. i am listening to sermon by joshua harris now.. its called "heart for the people".. its really a very good sermon.. talks abt why fervent heart and zeal for God is impt.. it comes from the death of God that really moltivates us to strive on.. never never ever lose ur zeal.. realise how important it is.. dont take God's love for granted in ur life but be greatful and serve God fully, giving ur life up fully as a sacrifice in worship! sincere love and not fake love.. ppl can feel it if u really sincerely have the welfare of theirs.. lets love ppl more in our daily lives be it in ur cg or other ppl in or outside church..

haah.. today went to dhoby ghaut to sign up for this adidas soccer competition.. which will be held on next monday.. woke up late to meet my friends.. mark, mathew, faiz, sam and chris.. when we saw the prizes of the comp.. we were like wow..

1st prize: 3ooo dollars worth of adidas equipment and a trip to germany with accomodation and other expenses provided..
2nd prize: 2400 dollars of adidas equipment
3rd prize: 1400 dollars..
haha there was also the MVP PLAYER: 3 pair of soccer boots.. F30+ which cost 729..

haha during the match.. you pretend.. use inspirational words.. like dun give up and come on.. pray before the match.. wah.. gonna win it.. at least win sth hahaha.. hopefully can win.... hahahahaha.. prepare my lagguage to germany first.. haah!!!

today just played soccer at braddell heights cc.. played with some wierd ppl.. with wierd character.. he lose the ball and grab hold of me at my abdomen area and prevent me from running.. i was like "!!!!" kinda angry with the way he plays.. anyway kinda emotionless today.. sometimes.. i just feel that i am being misunderstand.. but just dun feel like stressing out to others.. this makes me kinda disappointed at things that are happening.. dun like this feeling.. haix.. nvm.. as long as God understands.. i'am ok with it (:

haha i bought my mum and grandma bird nest.. haha my grandma was like abit blurr but i know tt she appreciates it.. i was like.. (in chinese) "this is for u one... mother's day" haa abit dots.. i said for mother's day one.. is like as though i am her son haah.. so unlike me to buy gifts and give my family.. but thk God.. hopefully i be good testimony to them.. whoa anyway it's holiday time!!! hmm.. wanna take this holiday.. to spend more time with my people hmmm... and also to learn and improve on some of my personal stuff haah.. soccer? errh.. guitar?? dota??? hahahaa
really want this holiday to be a special one for me.. in terms of my spiritual growth.. a good holiday to look forward to (: