*lover of christ

Wednesday, June 28, 2006

....... i seriously dunno what to do with it.. i think one day i'm gonna blow.. i really dunno what's going on.. but it's not gonna distract me.. woo.. tomorrow going to sow with this guy that me and the group just managed to know two days ago.. and he's like super responsive.. he initated to call huaxiang.. and furthermore.. we gonna have breakfast together at montfort macs tomorrow at 7.15.. haha tt's kinda early but i'm gonna do it for God's kingdom and for his ppl man.. wah anyway.. today my A maths teacher praised me.. can u believe it???!!!.. the one that always picks on me.. after PTM.. i think she knows that i aint the kind of person she expected me to be.. hhaaah.. cos my class got this guy.. super lazy.. and my teacher scolded him today saying.. "it's those wh are quiet.. and lazy that are the kind that are.. u know.." and she said this.. (check this out) "at least wei lun is changing bit by bit.." i was like.. gosh.. haah.. everyone was like whoa.. haaah but thank God she said that.. at least i'm giving ppl a good impression..

crap.
8:41 AM

Thursday, June 22, 2006

worst case scenario? haah.. got quite alot.. haha but let me share this.. what if one guy got very very deep forehead??? short fringe.. and small eyes... hahaha imagine what he would look like.. carrot.. hahahaha joke la.. haah i wanna get my adi predator... black/gold.. suepr nice la.. i think the colour match superbly.. whoa when u wear it on the pitch.. hmm.. maybe wont be so outstanding.. but it would stand out nice compared to others man trust me.. it's a good pair of boots.. kaka, riquelme, kewell and simao does too.. i believe lot more.. muahaha.. kk shall get it..

i just cook with my dad haha fried rice.. loving rite? haha.. i think he wasnt satisfied with my cooking that he told me to take my portion.. and he continued to cook.. adding soya sauce and stuff.. and he was like telling me.. "if urs not nice.. can always have mine.." joke.. haah.. but nice time cooking..

just took time to pray also just now.. hmm.. read this chapter in psalm 94.. wanna really remember that as christians i am blessed and everyone is important in his kingdom.. as the fact is that he has chosen u in his kingdom.. i think many christians as they serve in this race.. they lose their ultimate value.. and that is having the all awe and jubilance in God.. i dun wanna lose it man.. tt's the key in christianity.. its not what role u play.. it's not how mature u are.. it's also neither how smart and knowledgeable.. but.. it's how much this love u have for God that is unable to be express out to others and God.. this awe and amazment... in him..

crap.
10:51 AM

oh.. i'm dead tired.. guess it's because today went to swim.. for like 2 hours.. then dota 1 hour then study two hours??? hahhaa.. joke la me.. haha wah this holiday dun really have time to shop haah.. i think this is the first one.. hmm.. many things to do.. it's kinda fast la holiday.. i mean not kinda.. it's REALLY FAST...
but its good in another way.. i wanna prove it.. man yeah..

crap.
9:05 AM

Tuesday, June 20, 2006

holidays are almost up and i haven completed even 1/4 of my homework.. arh... my a maths got like 130 questions.. consisting on 3/4 of this a maths book.. as u know a maths one question takes quite alot of time.. i so far only like completed 40 questions out of 130.. sian.. i gotta go at a faster pace le..

crap.
10:53 AM

Monday, June 19, 2006

i think i kinda sadded* i feel lonely at times.. hmm.. if only they could understand me.. sighs.. i just need more trust from them.. tt's really what i need.. not just pinpointing my areas i need to change in.. definitely i know, in fact i know them second best isn't it? ( definitely God knows them best..) i just need that encouragement that Peter always does give me when i serve.. though it's a bonus.. but it has really spur me on so far.. and really loved those times when he really showed me concern through his actions.. he nv fail to trust me in my ministry though at times i fail him but he always assures trust in me.. though christianity most importantly is between you and God alone.. (when God understands you everything is perfect) but at times.. it is the leader tt God uses tt really prove a point too.. then whats the point of serving in this church isn't it??? i need more trust.. and assurance.. that he trusts me..

crap.
9:40 AM

Sunday, June 11, 2006

whee! haha (my new language) haha really enjoyed the camp! this camp really gave me new insights about God.. God challenged me to do something different in my group and he grew my relationship with him inside out! i wanna be kingdom minded and i wanna be set apart for God! my prayer that camp is to really be anointed differently for his plans.. i wanna grow more in him after this camp.. God i may not be the best leader.. but when God u are in me.. i believe that anything can happen..

my spiritual gifts.. as usual was gift of discernment.. but didnt realised i had word of knowledge and mercy.. haha i may not seem to be merciful in the outside but inside me.. when i see ppl sufferring my heart beats with them hahaha.. think that my group this camp really became stronger in our bonding together.. we had our brother's night on the last day.. and we shared alot of deep stuff together.. whichd promoted trust among everyone.. i saw breakthru also in my sheep life.. like junrong.. now he really wanna intercede for ppl.. he used to be shy and yeah.. but now he initiates to pray for ppl which is very rare of him.. lets see whther after this camp when he goes back to his school.. he will do something different..

pray that all of us.. after this camp will still have this touched heart for God!!!

crap.
2:52 AM

whee! haha (my new language) haha really enjoyed the camp! this camp really gave me new insights about God.. God challenged me to do something different in my group and he grew my relationship with him inside out! i wanna be kingdom minded and i wanna be set apart for God! my prayer that camp is to really be anointed differently for his plans.. i wanna grow more in him after this camp.. God i may not be the best leader.. but when God u are in me.. i believe that anything can happen..

my spiritual gifts.. as usual was gift of discernment.. but didnt realised i had word of knowledge and mercy.. haha i may not seem to be merciful in the outside but inside me.. when i see ppl sufferring my heart beats with them hahaha.. think that my group this camp really became stronger in our bonding together.. we had our brother's night on the last day./. and we shared alot of deep stuff together.. which encouraged trust among everyone.. i saw breakthru also in my sheep life.. like junrong.. now he really wanna intercede for ppl.. he used to be shy and yeah.. but now he initiates to pray for ppl which is very rare of him.. lets see whther after this camp when he goes back to his school.. he will do something different..

pray that all of us.. after this camp will still have this touched heart for God!!!

crap.
2:52 AM

whee! haha (my new language) haha really enjoyed the camp! this camp really gave me new insights about God.. God challenged me to do something different in my group and he grew my relationship with him inside out! i wanna be kingdom minded and i wanna be set apart for God! my prayer that camp is to really be anointed differently for his plans.. i wanna grow more in him after this camp.. God i may not be the best leader.. but when God u are in me.. i believe that anything can happen..

my spiritual gifts.. as usual was gift of discernment.. but didnt realised i had word of knowledge and mercy.. haha i may not seem to be merciful in the outside but inside me.. when i see ppl sufferring my heart beats with them hahaha.. think that my group this camp really became stronger in our bonding together.. we had our brother's night on the last day./. and we shared alot of deep stuff together.. which encouraged trust among everyone.. i saw breakthru also in my sheep life.. like junrong.. now he really wanna intercede for ppl.. he used to be shy and yeah.. but now he initiates to pray for ppl which is very rare of him.. lets see whther after this camp when he goes back to his school.. he will do something different..

pray that all of us.. after this camp will still have this touched heart for God!!!

crap.
2:52 AM