Sigh.. School is starting in two days.. Feeling moody, LOL. This means i gotta chiong my homework, pack my room and get school stuff.. Kinda feeling the heat brewing in me.. LOL. Looking forward to exciting new year.. With resolutions! Next year my deciding year, gotta really really study hard.. Getting the momentum already, LOL. Spiritually.. I wanna rise up to another level.. It's time for me to really do greater things for christ! Gonna be a real intereesting year i bet.

Yeah! Finally, i found a switch! Joke.. i went starbucks but can u believe it, there were only two switches.. And i was waiting for some of them to leave.. As i was about to take the seat when they left, one guy popped up and took that seat.. I couldn't believe it with my own eyes.. So........ i decided to go macs! I love macs' service.. Awesome.. Anyway tt's why i am here blogging haha. this week i'm gonna rot, i got trials on wednesday to friday, i got retreats, meetings and caregroup, not forgetting HOMEWORK! Gosh.. ahaha. Anyway i just did some love language test (kopped from fat girl's blog.. lol)

The Five Love Languages

My primary love language is probably
Quality Time
with a secondary love language being
Words of Affirmation.

Complete set of results

Quality Time:		11
Words of Affirmation:		6
Physical Touch:		5
Acts of Service:		4
Receiving Gifts:		4

Information

Unhappiness in relationships, according to Dr. Gary Chapman, is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. Sometimes we don't understand our partner's requirements, or even our own. We all have a "love tank" that needs to be filled in order for us to express love to others, but there are different means by which our tank can be filled, and there are different ways that we can express love to others.

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Quite true.. i dun really appreciate services and gifts a lot compared to quality time, affirmations and touch. This is precisely why i love chilling!!!! Ahaha. I love going esplanade.. By the shores.. talking to someone i love spending time with. (:

God! Gotta really bless my group and my new believers! PRAYER! I gotta pray like mad man.. I wanna retain all of them! 100% retention rate! Crap, gotta wake up at 7.30 tomorrow!? Sian!

LOL.. Have been super lazy to blog, also there's nothing for me to blog about. Haha. Just realised that time really really flies.. In an twinkling of an eye.. We are already in the last week of this year, i still remember vividly what we did last christmas. This year has really been an eventful year for me, with a lot of exciting challenges and different experiences, some of you may know, lol. But really thank God, he pulled me through once again and i know who i really want! I think i've grown much this year in terms of growth and maturity. Fun year, saw how my group went through moulding and changes.. So yeah.. Many many things.. I think this year christmas is gonna be cool at town, i saw people worshiping on the road! so cool and other cool decos..
next year i'm gonna die real badly! It's my O's! Sian, i kinda scared and turned off too.. LOL. STUDY!

nothing better to do so came up with Qs.

1. what school are/were u from?
eh i was from st.michaels before entering montfort sec and soon to be a cjcian.
2.what are your goals in life?
plant a church in spain? haha
i wanna go to anfield at least once in an european night.
i wanna go overseas study.
i wanna go america, spain and new zealand.
i wanna be a surgeon.
attending a soccer clinic in liverpool with gerrard the teacher.
i wanna get a nice porsche.
3.dreams?
eh i once said i wanna play alongside torres!
4.if i were to ask you which are the 5 names you would think of in split seconds, who are they?
sunny
freedy
gideon
peter
huaxiang
5.who are the people that make up your life?
sunny:being my close spiritual buddy, like many times we share funny and guys stuff! haha
freedy:my shepherd, always wanting me to grow (:
peter:you explain the reason why i am where i am(:
gideon:though u ain't my direct leader, you are always a good listening ear and someone i respect alot!
huaxiang:i learn alot through taking care of you!
layling:joker~simple-minded
siew luan:weird and funny, but nice person!
melly?:unique, study khaki.
ruiyong:joker~suanable.
6.whats the area that you are vulnerable in?
this one, if u know, u know, if u dun know, u dun know.
7.who you like?
song hye gyo
8.hobbie?
soccer, chilling, eating, listening to music and dreaming.
9.who's your crush?
no one at the moment, hopefully it stays the same for a long while(:
10.who do you think you know best?
eh, sunny? LOL.. and my sheep.
11.what are you? a choleric, sanguine phleg?
eh mel then choleric.
12. how old are you?
15? going 16. alot of people think i am 16-17 heehee love that.
who are your heroes?
God? fabregas, gerrard, kaka, torres and kuyt.

okay i am tired.. tt's all i'm gonna say (:

So excited for great growth this holiday! in two aspects:
1.growth in quality
-me myself
-my group
2.growth in quantity:
-spirit of evangelism
-purpose of evangelism

these were the two songs God gave me just now..

i know my future's in your hands
all of my hopes and dreams and plans
u give my strength to live and faith to succeed
i believe in you because you believe in me


i want more, more of you lord
i want more, more of you lord
i wanna hold you, love you, dun let you go
renew this fire that's within my soul
i want more, more of you lord

alright!~ tomorrow gonna get macbook(black), awesome. i have been waiting for a new com for years since my that lousy com existed in my presence for like 6 years?! tomorrow shall part with it for my new slim apple lap! woohoo.. tomorrow gonna meet my sheep to discuss about the group before travelling down to sss again this time with the gamemasters and teamleaders. expecting real growth after camp, praying hard for breakthroughs in my own life and my sheep lives, lets be fervent christians that know their sole purposes in lives!

how how how?! God i dunno how to stress it and i feel like doing the easiest way but i know it's not the best way. that's my deep down conviction for them and if only things start to change then it will happen.. thanks for reminding me just now and waking me up from my sleep, but God.. how??? aaah.. haha i feel helpless about it, it shoudn't have ended this way and it should have nv happened.. i need your extra wisdom and anointing to bring hope and renewal. God use me! but i would wait for ur timing, God sense my urgency and desperation! it's time to wake up!