*lover of christ

Monday, June 19, 2006

i think i kinda sadded* i feel lonely at times.. hmm.. if only they could understand me.. sighs.. i just need more trust from them.. tt's really what i need.. not just pinpointing my areas i need to change in.. definitely i know, in fact i know them second best isn't it? ( definitely God knows them best..) i just need that encouragement that Peter always does give me when i serve.. though it's a bonus.. but it has really spur me on so far.. and really loved those times when he really showed me concern through his actions.. he nv fail to trust me in my ministry though at times i fail him but he always assures trust in me.. though christianity most importantly is between you and God alone.. (when God understands you everything is perfect) but at times.. it is the leader tt God uses tt really prove a point too.. then whats the point of serving in this church isn't it??? i need more trust.. and assurance.. that he trusts me..

crap.
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