*lover of christ

Sunday, July 16, 2006

hmm.. God sometimes i really wanna question whether or not i am the chosen one to lead montfort group.. sometimes i feel that i ain't competent and good enough to bring montfort to greater heights.. i feel that my actions and life ain't good enough to be a leader for you... God am i really the one??? God i know i am not that talented.. i am quite concern for my people and whether they would grow even more in me.. i dun wanna deprive them of a better leader.. i dun want them to leave youth with just "oh.. i was a member, oh i was just a shepherd" God i wanna see them not wasting their youth awayGODtt's why i am concern.. God i need so so so so much anointing.. i need you to be the one to work thru me.. dun pass me by.. God i am gonna pray hard.. God the only thing that still gives me hope is prayer for my people.. God i'm gonna trust in ur lead.. i want them to benefit and grow.. pls lord.. prayer is my hope.. God give me ur assurance.. i wanna see more and more growth!

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