Haha the previous post is supposed to be for two days ago.
Sometimes as mere guys, or maybe it's me, we tend to be worked out easily. The incident just now with my granny made me guilty and regretful. Just before i left for school she gave me 50 dollars but then at night i was rather bad by ignoring her when she called me like 7 times from living room but i chose to ignore her as i was busy and i thought cos it was about newspaper payment and that it was nothing important but then i knew i could have at least paid for it first. But when my maid came into the room, i told her i dunno. Aaaah shit! Me being rebellious and impatient by nature, need more of your love to change. And I do love my parents but sometimes the things they do just make me frustrated and it's very hard for me to express myself like "I care for you" and "I love you" and so forth cos it's very weird for me. lol.
Lord what can i do to really improve the family atomsphere in my household?
More importantly, what can i do to ensure they receive you?